Dec 09, 2007 14:14
"you know it kills me to see such a pretty girl so tired.."
As you all may have been aware, I have been living in Ireland for the past 3 and a half months. And while I have grown very fond and quite attached to Dublin and a few of this country's inhabitants, I am more than ready to go home now.
It's been a passing cycle that Right as my life starts to shape up, it falls apart again, leaving me with two options: fix it and continue on or simply move. Lucky for me, the life path I've chosen for myself has enabled me to easily pick up and move each time conflict becomes a little more than I can bear.
Yes, I know running away is rarely a good option, but how can you say "no", when opportunity knocks in an ever so timely manner? If there's one thing I've learned not to do since starting college, it's ignore opportunity. So, the time has come for me to run away again; this time back home to my loving family and to my friends who know and care for me regardless of my mess ups and untimely romances.
If circumstance is always to play a part in my life, I will not find love until I'm stationary.
In any case, it's come time to leave and for the first time in 3 weeks, I'm ready to go. I will be arriving back to you on December 15th in Onterio Airport, god willing with a music video, two new pairs of shoes, severly bruised emotionally but a whole lot more willing to stand up for myself. I won't be walked on again.