Sick...
As some of ya know I've been really sick for the last five days. I had a serious case of the flu that left me incapacitated and pretty much useless. Mandy was amazing and took excellent care of me and helped to get my 102 fever down to a manageable level. Seriously, she's more amazing than i could have asked for! I know I've got a history of self-destructing meaningful relationships, I did it with Steph, I did it with Sheila, I even sabotaged my reunion with Lisa, but I am doing everything I can not to let it happen this time.