The worst I've felt in a LOOOONG time
So... The last journal I wrote was a lot happier then this one is going to be. My emotions are so freakin up and down. Boys can change how you feel by saying one thing. Or you know, a whole freaking conversation! They really don't know how much we (or really me) actually care about them. Seriously. I don't even know where to begin. So you know what, if you want to know what happen ask me. I probably won't remember anyways but I'll try to tell you how I feel and why I do. Hopefully your not like Jake and think that its stupid and that I'm on the rag all the time. So I'm not going to write any more because there's not really the words to describe what I feel.