Jun 20, 2004 05:18
can't sleep, in part jet-lagged, in part adverse lifestyle choices.
sniffling+sneezing
unemployed squarely 2 months
messed about with QuickTime, Windows Media Player, RealOne; uninteresting
iTunes now available in Europe, but what a shame not here
shuffled on in love- calm, knowing, ?diminished ferocity
Swedish lake / random Dublin park bench /mesmerised by flickering light through windows while commuting
hmm, savouring
a)the slow movement
b)latitude to free-associate, contemplate, appraise
c)realise the sensation of being alive (quasi-noxious: pangs, missing, cold, stinging, anxiety)
d)learn empirically - whilst commuting dissolve and coalesce ideas, as you would do clouds
shed impediment that is +65, so:where next?
unable, unfortunately to arise early (?deliberately thwarted) on a Sunday
distilling a new friendship from a neglected old one (are we there yet?)
upcoming baby appraisals x2, weddingsx4: feel placid at this point in the morning; null response
flatlined