Just BlaH
I feel like I'm getting sick or something, but I'm not sure. Because I don't sleep much and I don't eat much either. I mean I DO eat, but like one and a half meal a day I think. It's like I have no appetite to eat or I do wanna eat but when you put food in front of me I don't want it or when I eat it I don't feel well. Meh =\ I don't know. I don't sleep much cause I'm either out kickin it (tryin to get shit off my mind) or I'm tryin to sleep but I can't because I have shit on my mind.
So someone hella slap some sense into my head yesterday about the shit thats been on my mind and I hella didn't expect it from that person, at least not the way that person worded it or said it to me, I guess that person is right but I don't know it myself. But I still have stuff on my mind which I have a 50/50 decision on. Like I don't know whether to take this path or the other path, but they're about the same. There's good and bad on both sides...I guess I just needa figure it out on my own.
I'm debating on if I should move to my friend's for awhile because I don't really wanna be here. I kinda wanna be by myself and have some times to myself but at the same time I don't think that's a good idea for me. I have two places to go to in walnut creek, so I'll see. I have a tendency to run away from my problems, but honestly I don't know who to talk to except for like a couple people. gRr...i might as well just bottle things up like I always do. I hate feeling emo cause it's pathetic sometimes to me. I'm like emo at the same time not because when I'm with people I don't look down at all and most of my problems don't bother me. But eh whatever...
I HAVE A FAT ASS HEADACHE! =[
So someone hella slap some sense into my head yesterday about the shit thats been on my mind and I hella didn't expect it from that person, at least not the way that person worded it or said it to me, I guess that person is right but I don't know it myself. But I still have stuff on my mind which I have a 50/50 decision on. Like I don't know whether to take this path or the other path, but they're about the same. There's good and bad on both sides...I guess I just needa figure it out on my own.
I'm debating on if I should move to my friend's for awhile because I don't really wanna be here. I kinda wanna be by myself and have some times to myself but at the same time I don't think that's a good idea for me. I have two places to go to in walnut creek, so I'll see. I have a tendency to run away from my problems, but honestly I don't know who to talk to except for like a couple people. gRr...i might as well just bottle things up like I always do. I hate feeling emo cause it's pathetic sometimes to me. I'm like emo at the same time not because when I'm with people I don't look down at all and most of my problems don't bother me. But eh whatever...
I HAVE A FAT ASS HEADACHE! =[