Thinking
First ill tell you about my weekend before going on to tell you what I'm thinking about today. Its actually been awhile seen i updated my journal but guess what i'm borred. Lets start off with friday...Friday as my firdays always go i just played computer agmes and such i'm sucha freakin nerd. Then on Saturday Matt called me and we decied to see Van Helsing But i also went with Justin and Andrew. It was a pretty good movie but I wish it wasn't so computer generated.
Sure computers are great but they can do so much better with an awesome costume. The funny part is they use to use costumes because computer generated stuff was so expensive and now they use comps because a nice realistic costume is way more expensive then making one CGI Model. After Dinner i went home then i went to an Early Mothers day dinner because my dad would be absent on Sunday. Andrew Justin and Matt decided to see yet another movie looks like they saw Kill Bill even tho andrew was the only one to see the first one.
On To What I'm Thinking about...
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Well its happens that today after school. A nice christian man was handing out free bibles. As usually to what i say to adult who give me things i thank them and be very polite. Minutes after i figured why did i take this bible since i sort of consider myself and Athiest. I had thought of walking up to the nice man and returning his generous offer but i really decided to keep it and i aws looking through it for awhile.
I really don't know my true ideals of religion. I really do think i'm an Athiest most of the time I truley do. But then others times i find myself asking god for things "Plz God give soso etc". Its loooks like truelly don't know myself. I could be lieing to myself about my athiestness. Or i could be so use to asking god for things as a kid that its sorta of a habit. I really do think that latter of the two its what i'm thinking. But its looks like i dunno myself.
3 Of the 5 MAJOR Religions are based around the Same God just with different prophets messiahs and what now. And guess what the 4th n 5th religion respects the other 3 wow. Thats cool. That means theorically 60% of the population should be worshiping GoD in one way or the other. The Totals for the god worshiping Half is 2billion Christians, 14.5 million Jews [This should be higher but you know what happened], and 1 billion muslims....Hindu and Buddist combined only have about 1.9 Billion. Thats a dang lot of people who happen to worship god.
I stand at a corssroads because lots of people worship "God" right so that could mean it a "Right" religion correct. But then i always am left with the saying jus because many people think its right doesn't mean it is truely right. There are just So many flaws in the bible. And so many factuall events in the bible. You see It could just be a fictional book, or a factually book highely exaggerated come on its really really old ;P. So i really dunno what religion i belong to.
Guess i need to find myself some more....Maybe get a lil older and wise and then choose my darn religion i mean i still gotta figure where i stand with myself society wise such as friends girls all that fun stuff ;P
Peace
Sure computers are great but they can do so much better with an awesome costume. The funny part is they use to use costumes because computer generated stuff was so expensive and now they use comps because a nice realistic costume is way more expensive then making one CGI Model. After Dinner i went home then i went to an Early Mothers day dinner because my dad would be absent on Sunday. Andrew Justin and Matt decided to see yet another movie looks like they saw Kill Bill even tho andrew was the only one to see the first one.
On To What I'm Thinking about...
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Well its happens that today after school. A nice christian man was handing out free bibles. As usually to what i say to adult who give me things i thank them and be very polite. Minutes after i figured why did i take this bible since i sort of consider myself and Athiest. I had thought of walking up to the nice man and returning his generous offer but i really decided to keep it and i aws looking through it for awhile.
I really don't know my true ideals of religion. I really do think i'm an Athiest most of the time I truley do. But then others times i find myself asking god for things "Plz God give soso etc". Its loooks like truelly don't know myself. I could be lieing to myself about my athiestness. Or i could be so use to asking god for things as a kid that its sorta of a habit. I really do think that latter of the two its what i'm thinking. But its looks like i dunno myself.
3 Of the 5 MAJOR Religions are based around the Same God just with different prophets messiahs and what now. And guess what the 4th n 5th religion respects the other 3 wow. Thats cool. That means theorically 60% of the population should be worshiping GoD in one way or the other. The Totals for the god worshiping Half is 2billion Christians, 14.5 million Jews [This should be higher but you know what happened], and 1 billion muslims....Hindu and Buddist combined only have about 1.9 Billion. Thats a dang lot of people who happen to worship god.
I stand at a corssroads because lots of people worship "God" right so that could mean it a "Right" religion correct. But then i always am left with the saying jus because many people think its right doesn't mean it is truely right. There are just So many flaws in the bible. And so many factuall events in the bible. You see It could just be a fictional book, or a factually book highely exaggerated come on its really really old ;P. So i really dunno what religion i belong to.
Guess i need to find myself some more....Maybe get a lil older and wise and then choose my darn religion i mean i still gotta figure where i stand with myself society wise such as friends girls all that fun stuff ;P
Peace