Strangely calm. As always, unable to cry over the biggest problems.

[1eprechaun]

At some point you look around and find that you're at the bottom of well
there are the walls, there is the floor, and its dark.
And you feel very peaceful,
despite your claustraphobia
and as you think to yourself that you ought to be terribly upset, clawing, screaming
you're sure someone will throw down a rope

because even from the very worst of your nightmares, all you can do is wake up.