The Soap Opera I Call My Life...
So a lot has been going on the past 2 days that I have not updated, but I don’t feel like talking about all of it so I shall just out-line different highlights.
Wed: My life is a soap opera. I didn’t believe mindy when she said it, but now I do.
Thank you boys, yes, you for making my life like that. So here we go with more texting from boys Querido and Dearestlove.
WTFLIP TEXT FROM QUERIDO
Q: Why did you tell your friend that we were going out?
Me: What?! I never told anyone that
Q: I’m with my friend and a little bit ago she was with this girl that said she was your friend and that we were going out
Me: WTFLIP?! I haven’t told anyone that, let alone anything about you. I have only told like 2 people that I like you.
Q: Well someone thinks we are? Just thought I’d tell you.
Me: Umm ok. Who was the girl?
Q: Idk who said that, can’t remember her name.
Me: How did I even come up in the converstation?
Q: I told you. My friend said something about me and that’s when your friend said something.
Me: Umm, alright. So how are you anyways?
Q: Nothing..
Me: “Something that I never had” - Lindsey Lohan
END
So basically I flipped and then when he wouldn’t talk I gave him the lyrics to a song.
LYRICS:
Thursday:
So after I got over the whole thing from the night before, Mindy told me not to talk to him for a day. Let me tell you that was sooo not easy for me to do. I wanted to say something, anything, but I didn’t. I did how ever talk to Dearest Love.
DL&ME
Me: Hi
Dl: Hello my dearest love!
Me: How are you?
Dl: great, how about you?
Me: Better than yesterday! ;)
Dl: I am so glad Jess!
Me: Thanks, by any chance do you know anyone named ************ (Queirdo)
Dl: Yeah, what about him?
Me: How do you know him?
Dl: He went to my school. I know his whole family.
Me: How old is he?
Me: Is he my age?
Dl: He is going to be a senior. So I would say 17.
Dl: If 17 is your age….
Me: Sorry I’m asking so many questions.
Dl: It’s fine. Why do you want to know all that stuff?
Me: Cause, I want to know if we’re talking about the same guy
Me: Does he still go to Af?
Dl: Nope. The last I heard he was in drug rehab.
Me: Umm ok. So not the same *****( querido) than.
Dl: Okay Good!
Me: Yeah, so good.
Dl: So how did you hear that name?
Me: Oh, there’s a guy at my school with the same name.
Dl: Oh, Okay.
Me: So.
Dl: So, yeah.
Me: sry.
Dl: Sorry for what? Haha..
Me: For asking all those questions
Dl: No problem. I was really just scared that you were going to say that you were dating a drugy guy. I was scared because I didn’t want him to break your heart!
Me: Aww! UR SWEET!
Dl: Awww.. my stomach is like still turning! Haha..
Me: What from?
Dl: Being worried about you!
Me: you are so sweet!
Dl: Well, It’s true! I don’t want a guy like that dragging you down! You are amazing and I don’t want anyone to change that!
Me: Aww thanks..
Yadda yadda yadda.
The END
Sweet I know! To bad I can’t even text him now or even see him. Today is his last day in UT and his last day with his cell. He is going to college tomorrow in WY. So I guess that is not even a probability. Plus he is soon to be 19 and that means mission time so I should just let it go I guess.
So Basically Queirdo has an evil twin and I am so stuck between guys.
Friday: Today, was so good this morning. I worked out and got a wonderful little comment from Macie, which I couldn’t stop reading because it made me feel so loved. I then went down to my room and looked at my phone and guess who text? QUERIDO! Squee. I was sooo happy. I have missed him so much and he finally texted me. I know. I KNOW. I only didn’t talk to him for a few days, but I swear I can not live with out boys in my life. So I was happy, but he didn’t talk to me until just now when I told him I figured out who told the rumor about us, after that it was over, he was gone with the wind. Just like after the whole “You told someone where going out” conversation. I don’t get it… It’s like he is
1.Playing hard to get
2.Ignoring me
3.Getting rid of me
4.Paying me back for playing hard to get.
I am sick of it. I just want to talk to him like a normal person. I don’t care if he is ditching me or whatever at least say something. Anything. Just don’t leave me hanging. Well after that I was pretty fed up with him so I said: “I get it I will leave you alone.”
“Bye. *****”
I then turned off my phone and tossed it onto the couch. After realizing that I should say something more so that I wouldn’t leave him hanging I turned on my phone to find a text from him.
He basically told me to not read into his silence too much and that he wasn’t ignoring me or anything.
I told him I was sorry I just have a very vivid imagination and can’t help but think expecailly when I have been alone pretty much all day. I also said I was sorry for being a bit over the top and told him I felt like such an idiot. *I didn’t say it exactly like that, but something to that effect.*
So that was it for the day, he didn’t say a word back and I left him alone. I thought it might be good to leave him be for awhile since I was acting all stupid..
Other than that I have been very very laid back today.
Oh and I made these sweet dolls! Squee!
Wed: My life is a soap opera. I didn’t believe mindy when she said it, but now I do.
Thank you boys, yes, you for making my life like that. So here we go with more texting from boys Querido and Dearestlove.
WTFLIP TEXT FROM QUERIDO
Q: Why did you tell your friend that we were going out?
Me: What?! I never told anyone that
Q: I’m with my friend and a little bit ago she was with this girl that said she was your friend and that we were going out
Me: WTFLIP?! I haven’t told anyone that, let alone anything about you. I have only told like 2 people that I like you.
Q: Well someone thinks we are? Just thought I’d tell you.
Me: Umm ok. Who was the girl?
Q: Idk who said that, can’t remember her name.
Me: How did I even come up in the converstation?
Q: I told you. My friend said something about me and that’s when your friend said something.
Me: Umm, alright. So how are you anyways?
Q: Nothing..
Me: “Something that I never had” - Lindsey Lohan
END
So basically I flipped and then when he wouldn’t talk I gave him the lyrics to a song.
LYRICS:
Thursday:
So after I got over the whole thing from the night before, Mindy told me not to talk to him for a day. Let me tell you that was sooo not easy for me to do. I wanted to say something, anything, but I didn’t. I did how ever talk to Dearest Love.
DL&ME
Me: Hi
Dl: Hello my dearest love!
Me: How are you?
Dl: great, how about you?
Me: Better than yesterday! ;)
Dl: I am so glad Jess!
Me: Thanks, by any chance do you know anyone named ************ (Queirdo)
Dl: Yeah, what about him?
Me: How do you know him?
Dl: He went to my school. I know his whole family.
Me: How old is he?
Me: Is he my age?
Dl: He is going to be a senior. So I would say 17.
Dl: If 17 is your age….
Me: Sorry I’m asking so many questions.
Dl: It’s fine. Why do you want to know all that stuff?
Me: Cause, I want to know if we’re talking about the same guy
Me: Does he still go to Af?
Dl: Nope. The last I heard he was in drug rehab.
Me: Umm ok. So not the same *****( querido) than.
Dl: Okay Good!
Me: Yeah, so good.
Dl: So how did you hear that name?
Me: Oh, there’s a guy at my school with the same name.
Dl: Oh, Okay.
Me: So.
Dl: So, yeah.
Me: sry.
Dl: Sorry for what? Haha..
Me: For asking all those questions
Dl: No problem. I was really just scared that you were going to say that you were dating a drugy guy. I was scared because I didn’t want him to break your heart!
Me: Aww! UR SWEET!
Dl: Awww.. my stomach is like still turning! Haha..
Me: What from?
Dl: Being worried about you!
Me: you are so sweet!
Dl: Well, It’s true! I don’t want a guy like that dragging you down! You are amazing and I don’t want anyone to change that!
Me: Aww thanks..
Yadda yadda yadda.
The END
Sweet I know! To bad I can’t even text him now or even see him. Today is his last day in UT and his last day with his cell. He is going to college tomorrow in WY. So I guess that is not even a probability. Plus he is soon to be 19 and that means mission time so I should just let it go I guess.
So Basically Queirdo has an evil twin and I am so stuck between guys.
Friday: Today, was so good this morning. I worked out and got a wonderful little comment from Macie, which I couldn’t stop reading because it made me feel so loved. I then went down to my room and looked at my phone and guess who text? QUERIDO! Squee. I was sooo happy. I have missed him so much and he finally texted me. I know. I KNOW. I only didn’t talk to him for a few days, but I swear I can not live with out boys in my life. So I was happy, but he didn’t talk to me until just now when I told him I figured out who told the rumor about us, after that it was over, he was gone with the wind. Just like after the whole “You told someone where going out” conversation. I don’t get it… It’s like he is
1.Playing hard to get
2.Ignoring me
3.Getting rid of me
4.Paying me back for playing hard to get.
I am sick of it. I just want to talk to him like a normal person. I don’t care if he is ditching me or whatever at least say something. Anything. Just don’t leave me hanging. Well after that I was pretty fed up with him so I said: “I get it I will leave you alone.”
“Bye. *****”
I then turned off my phone and tossed it onto the couch. After realizing that I should say something more so that I wouldn’t leave him hanging I turned on my phone to find a text from him.
He basically told me to not read into his silence too much and that he wasn’t ignoring me or anything.
I told him I was sorry I just have a very vivid imagination and can’t help but think expecailly when I have been alone pretty much all day. I also said I was sorry for being a bit over the top and told him I felt like such an idiot. *I didn’t say it exactly like that, but something to that effect.*
So that was it for the day, he didn’t say a word back and I left him alone. I thought it might be good to leave him be for awhile since I was acting all stupid..
Other than that I have been very very laid back today.
Oh and I made these sweet dolls! Squee!