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[1crzyhawaiian]

ever get to a point where you want something so bad that you can't be happy for those who already have it?

cause i reached that point...

and it is so hard to smile and be happy...

*end emo post*

Mikie

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I'm calling you out because I love you.

[mavriknmecloset]

I don't know about you, but for me, relationships with guys are the single most distracting thing from my relationship with God. And sometimes it's not even hAving a relationship that is distracting. It's the desire. Maybe you should take a step back and see how much desiring something is taking a toll on your life . . . and your walk with God. I'm not assuming anything. But I know, personally, that I had to take a step back. When God says no, or takes something away, it's because he has something better in mind. And if this not having a relationship thing is really really upsetting you, then maybe you should pray that God takes away the desire. Relationships aren't what you are expecting them to be. There's ups and downs and they're strenuous. I don't really know what you expect the perks to be . . . I don't know what else to say except if you really want a relationship that's going to last then you have to be right with you and God first before you try to bring others into the equation. You know, you can't depend on a woman to make

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[strawybears]

wow liz! thanks! not that you addressed that to me...or that relationships are a struggle, but some other stuff has been...and this was a good wake up call/slap in the face to me...especially the whole "when God says no..." it's tough to live with, especially when someone else or something else has been taking His place...well, i need to go finish an essay...but thanks liz!

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[mavriknmecloset]

yea. well. i wouldn't be so proud. I only know because it's my personal struggle and Yes, I fAil continually. It sucks. But it's a good reminder.

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[mavriknmecloset]

by the way, this is ariella right? HOW THE HECK ARE YOU MAN?!

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[strawybears]

yeah, it's ariella! i'm all right...school is awful right now, but...i don't know...it's been a really difficult few weeks. God's gracious though, for some reason! He sees fit to be there for me through it all! How are you???

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[mavriknmecloset]

it's okay. haha. i'm doing a lot better though than I was. Patrick is leaving :( I started going to a new church out by masters and I'm in love with it. School's been uber easy. I had to drop philosophy and psychology because SDCC told me they won't credit them. ugh. My health class makes me really really miss mrs lindy and physiology . . .because you know i actually LEARned stuff in that class. 0y. My health teacher is a scientologist. I work at build a bear! Everyone goes to Pierce. I swear a good 40% of our graduating class goes there and I've managed to run into ALL of them at least three times. So if you're having a difficult semester just be greatful that you're not stuck in the 13h grade at the "college of second chances." LOL. I hope you get through midterms okay. man. You're going to jon and chelsey's party right? it's the night of homecomming.

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[strawybears]

yeah, i heard patrick was leaving! i'm sorry! are you going to placerita baptist? and i miss ms. lindy and phsyio SOOOO much! i'm at moorpark and it's a jc too so i'm in this english class that makes me want to scream "MR WEITZEL COME AND TEACH...ACTUALLY TEACH!!!!" i don't think i can go to jon and chelsey's party though :(

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[mavriknmecloset]

No. I'm going to Church of the Canyons. I'm going to sit in on one of weitzels classes at masters sometime. I miss him THAT much. My English teacher is the most repulsively crude man I have ever met. And he says the most faul things in class . . . Oh yes. And he's already labeled me the "jesus girl." Which I mean I don't mind so much because hey, I am. But he will say insulting things and just stare at me and wait for a reaction. I just. I don't know how to react so I just stare back.

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[strawybears]

oh the joys of being in the secular classroom eh? i know! my chem teacher cusses all the time...it's so un fun!

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[1crzyhawaiian]

why were you guys up at 4:30? lol

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[mavriknmecloset]

all the cool kids do it mikie . . .

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[1crzyhawaiian]

lol, i guys i'm not a cool kid

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[1crzyhawaiian]

kinda speechless. (in a good way though) it's definately been a while since anyone called me out like that. thank you liz.

it really really means a lot.

u know if anyone wanted the definition of a true friend...

they should look here. :p

thanks

Mikie

p.s. i'm digging the convo between you and ariella. lol

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[mavriknmecloset]

awe. thanks mikie!

i was so scared you were going to be mad at me.

thanks.

<3

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[1crzyhawaiian]

now a day i'm all about being honest and that is what you were to me. honest. i love it when people are honest to me and i thank you. :P

hey so we haven't hung out since school ended, i think we should change this. lol

Mikie

Re: I'm calling you out because I love you.

[mavriknmecloset]

i know. between school and work it's just been crazy. i'll see you at the party on the 28th though