What a day ...........
Yasterday was i think the most emontional day of my life. Went an talked a recruiter, thought i was doin the right think..... i still think so BUT everyone else that i WANT to support me are all against the idea. That really hurts. I have always had my mom on my side even when i didnteven need her and that means alot..... now when i thought she would be there she s totally against it. when i first told her she yelled and screamed and i felt bad..... so i tried to give her a hug and try to talk to her and she refused me of a hug. Last night ater goin to my moms house to talk this over and they threw negative comments at me left and right. destroyin my self confidence and self pride. So when me and my beautiful fiance got home we went str8 to bed. I cried in her arms til i fell asleep. Well i guess the only thing that matters is that i got her on my side. She is byu far the GREATEST thing that has ever happen to me. And i know when i join her love will carry me through basic. O and the things i will miss about her..... tomorrow i got to go take the asvab. To the see the jobs i am qualified for. hopefully i will do good. i really want in to communications. well i will let yall know.