taking an up turn!!!!!!
Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our looks make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same
You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
I used to waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)
SO I am doing very well right now. I finally talk to zack about everyhting that has been bothering me in life in general and I feell like there has been a gigantic weight lifted off of my shoulders. I have been sooooooooooo stressed out lately and I feel like I have been running like a chicken with my head cut off. I guess it just took zack sitting and telling me that I had WAY too many things going on in my life and that I either needed to cut back or learn how to deal with it and I am just so grateful that he took the time to listen to me and talk to me in a non hostile manner. I feel so much better about my life now and I feel like I can make it now. Thank god, becasue I was getting really depressed there for a while. But otherwise, work is going good and my life is just floating along now, talk to ya'll later.