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man today started out bad. brandon had a graduation party to go to (which he thought i was invited to) so i got up this morning, got ready, only to find out 2 seconds before leaving that it was only brandon. WTF. this is a person that singles me out all the time. i ususally put up with it, but today i was pissed. now i understand that we are not one person, but we have beed dating for 2 years, we live together, we invite this person over. the way i saw that was like inviting my mom to something, but saying my dad couldn't go.
i personally see it as the more the merrier. maybe that is because i don't have a lot friends. i realized that today. i never get called...its like it was in high school...when i'm there its fine, but once i'm not its like i'm forgotten about. i guess i'm just a little emo today. see i go out of my way to try and continue friendships, but my effort is useless. i don't really think there is anyone like me, so having true friends is hard..i've had a few, but i don't know, i guess things change. hmm...try and restart a friendship, or act like you need to go home to ditch what you were gonna do with me and do something else >:0
i just want to scream.....ok i'm done with the emoness!!
i personally see it as the more the merrier. maybe that is because i don't have a lot friends. i realized that today. i never get called...its like it was in high school...when i'm there its fine, but once i'm not its like i'm forgotten about. i guess i'm just a little emo today. see i go out of my way to try and continue friendships, but my effort is useless. i don't really think there is anyone like me, so having true friends is hard..i've had a few, but i don't know, i guess things change. hmm...try and restart a friendship, or act like you need to go home to ditch what you were gonna do with me and do something else >:0
i just want to scream.....ok i'm done with the emoness!!