{Somehow it seems colder now}
Woke up lethargic with achy/sore sore shoulders,
drew myself into the fetal position trying to not be awake.
Wouldn't speak for a couple hours,
gathered food then sit and watched it w/o eating for a few moments,
convincing myself.
Took a bath with calming bath salts,
used a very nice body wash,
and rubbed some wonderful smelling body butter on me.
made calm tea,
trying put the powered pieces back together again.
Crash?
crash.