Mar 17, 2005 21:49
so, you live life.
you laugh, you cry, you win, you lose, etc etc blah blah blah. shit happens, and so does a lot of beautiful stuff along the way.
and sometimes you get hurt, and that happens too, and its so hard to forgive.
but eventually you do.
i think maybe the hardest person to forgive is yourself.
and by saying YOURself, i mean MYself, lol. how selfish.
but for real. and im not saying i cant forgive myself for the times where i screwed up and messed things up for myself. thats really easy. but sometimes in life, you hurt people. like massively. beyond forgiveable- some things to me, some things that ive done, things that i didnt do- it still hurts my heart. i dont know if those people would forgive me still, but i dont know. they might be bigger people than me, i tend to hold grudges.
one day we'll all look back on this crazy world we grew up in and laugh, i hope with all my heart.
love love.