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[1broknhrtedfool]

wow.. i don't eve know how to start.. the past couple of weeks have been so good.. and soo bad all at the same time.. i kind of feel guilty for being so happy here in Holt when i know so many of my friends in Peoria are goin through a tough time.. and it's not like i don't care.. it's just that i try not to think about what's going on.. because i feel so helpless..

On a happier note i've spent some time w/ some really cool people the past week.. and have learned that you really can't judge a person by their reputation.. give people a chance.. and sometimes they can really surprise you.. i really hope i become close w/ some of these guys and girls.. they really are amazing people!

I've been keeping myself busy, and have actually been pretty happy.. but it seems like every time i sit down.. and am not distracted by something or someone.. i think.. and thinking for me is bad because i over do it.. but two seconds ago i decided not to bitch outloud about some of my thoughts... b/c no one likes to hear someone bitch all the time.. it gets old.. so if you really want to know.. i guess you can just ask..or don't.. that's cool too..

no one reads Lj anymore.. so this entry was probably pretty pointless