as i tear over the keyboard and let little things get to me..why?

Jul 24, 2006 00:33

i don’t have much trust in people. that’s how i have always been.
there are about 5 people that i trust with anything.
there’s one person that i can trust anything and everything with.
and there’s times i don’t know if their the same with me.
i hope that you have trust in me but i just don’t know at times.
anything that has ever been told to me by you
has never been said again.
and yeah i care a lot about my friends.
yeah some more then others at times.
but all i want is for you to be happy, that’s my one goal.
and i try my best to do that, there’s times like this that i just don’t
think you realize that i do care. and i try to see if you’re alright.
because that’s all iam doing.
im here for you when ever you need me
and i hope and think you know that by now.
i just miss the times from months ago a lot.
and wish we both talked to each other like it use to be;
like almost every night.
but it doesn’t have to be every night.
just to get a call like every once in a while would be great.
just to know that you’re still alive. lol

i prob sound like a jackass.
but this last month has been one of the hardest
times i have ever had and i just have needed my best friend there for me.
i just dont think anyone has realized that.
and your one of the few that really know me for me.

i know i can’t go back to the past and have to go on with the future.
but it’s heard when you need someone there for you for
many different reasons and you don’t know if they are at times.

i hope you are.
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