How can i say this

[1blackrose]

Years and Years have gone bye
Looking through your eyes
But till this day i feel
That i haven't been a good friend

Is not my fault
I wasn't loved
I cant never show
How my inside feels

I know what to say
I know how to help you
But i am trap too

How can i be that benevolent friend
When i my self am afraid
How can i be the only thing that can help you
when i freeze and cant say a word

I might no say or even help
But in this heart
There is a friend
That will always be right there

No matter what
Your always in my thoughts
Just playing you can be fine
And get through a hard life

I only know that i will be there
No matter how much pain
You go through each day
I am here
A best friend
For ever Till the END