I should have......

[1baby1]

I realize that I shouldn't have spazed I should have calmed down and talked it out....I normally would have but it was such I question that I didn't know what to say at first and I was stupid not to calm down and think it through....You know who you are and I'm sorry I know that I have said that I am sorry alot about spazing however now I'm apologizing for not talking to you about what was really happening in my head what I was feeling which was a tidal wave of confusion because I was doubting everything that I had told my self for so long and I didn't know how to react to that cuase I've never felt like that I have never doubted myself ever and that was incredibly hard...
be patient with me thats all that I ask....cuase this is all new for me and I just need time
MUCH LOVE