Just because - Chapter 1

May 14, 2009 08:52

Title: Just because

Author: Aya

Pairing: Akame

Rating: NC-17

Genre: Angst, romance, humor

Summary: "Kame’s father and Jin’s father had been best friends since ages, so every fucking weekend he had to sat at the table, and eat with them, showing them his oh so pleased face. He hated it, and he hated Akanishi Jin, as much as the other boy hated him."

Kame looked at his father, who was calmly eating his food; he looked at his father’s best friend who was calmly eating his food as well; then he looked at Akanishi Jin, who was watching him with a smirk on his face, but never for a minute forgetting about his meal. Eat, bastard, just eat and choke! He was sure, that Akanishi had wished for him the same, when Kame swallowed the next morsel.

Kame’s father and Jin’s father had been best friends since ages, so every fucking weekend he had to sat at the table, and eat with them, showing them his oh so pleased face. He hated it, and he hated Akanishi Jin, as much as the other boy hated him. They were in absolutely different worlds, though at those occasions they never showed their dislike for each other just for their fathers’ sake. They weren’t even sure, if their parents knew about their aversion.

Those dinners were like some damn saint occasions, which you couldn’t break, because you couldn’t, because… just because, and Kame hated that just because thing, every time when he wanted to skip those nights, and to his question ‘why not?’ his father just told him those two words. So, every Saint Saturday from 6 to 8 o’clock he had to stare at Akanishi fucking Jin’s face, and wished all the time that he would choke on his meal. Sadly, it never happened.

- - -

There was another sadly fact in Kame’s life: he was gay. It was a sadly fact, because his father hated gays, so he had to keep it in secret. His parent had in his past a wrong experience, he was molested by a man, and that was why always once in two months he didn’t forget to mention the detail of how much he was against to this whole homosexual thing. It was really hard for Kame, he had to withhold it, he had to deny himself; he felt he couldn’t live free, couldn’t show his real face for anyone. He had been living in fear day after day, with the thought, that if someday his father found out, how would he react, would he hate him too? That’s why Kame was very wary, tried to pay full attention not to show up with any boys at home, and mostly afraid of walking on the street with boys, who wanted to date him, whom he liked too. He became paranoid, and it was a horrible, a really cruel feeling.

He was watching in the club on the dance floor the people. This place was just for guys, you couldn’t see here any girls; he went here once in a week, always after that damn Saint Dinner. Though, in the last time he thought about lessen the time going here; it was harder and harder to cope with his father behavior, but he couldn’t renounce who he was, and he didn’t even want to.

He drunk up his drink, and went to the dance floor as well. He really liked to dance, this was the best way to hunt down everyone’s notice, since he knew how good he was at it, and he always felt on him those hungry eyes.

He closed his eyes and began feeling the music, moving his body in the sexiest way as he could. He immediately felt on him the other’s boys look; he just smirked, and he surly knew that one of them would step close to him in a very short time. He had many one-night stands behind his back, sometimes he wanted more, clearly knew that it was not enough for him, he wanted a real relationship, but with his father’s behavior, he couldn’t get any, so what left to him all was just those one-night stand affairs.

He felt as a chest touched him from behind, and after that he immediately felt the stranger hands on his hips; he smirked again, that was he was waiting for. They began moving together to the music rhythm, and Kame had to admit that the unknown boy had really good hips moves. The other pulled him closer to himself, and now Kazuya could feel the other boy’s body completely, he felt the stranger hot breaths on his neck, he felt his perfume scent, and as he felt the other slipped his hand under his t-shirt; his warm palm on his hot skin, everything just became hotter and hotter. He placed his hand on the other’s fingers, stroking them lightly, while taking pleasure in that beautiful hips move.

He licked his mouth as he felt the stranger’s lips on his neck, biting lightly sometimes, Kame hissed, but he enjoyed it, too much. The unknown boy’s hands were on his chest, caressing his nipples, and Kame arched his back, biting his bottom lip more painfully this time. He felt that his pants were tight now, and he wanted more, much more. He could barely open his eyes, while hearing a teasing voice whispered into his ear.

“What a pleasure, Kamenashi”

He froze. He knew that voice; he knew it so fucking well. He immediately set himself free from the other boy’s hands, and turned around, hoping that this was just a nightmare.

It wasn’t, sadly again. None other, but Akanishi Jin was standing in front of him, with that usual smirk on his face.

“What the fuck are you doing here?” Kame asked angrily.

“The question is that what the fuck you are doing here”

“Dancing, my blind friend”

“I mean, in a gay club”

“I-It’s not a gay club” Kame protested right away.

Jin looked around, and Kame couldn’t help but following his look, just to saw those boys who were kissing, touching each other, or in a dark corner you could see those shapes were doing more than just a simple kiss.

“Okay, it’s a gay club” Kame admitted between his teeth “What then?”

“I always know that something is wrong with you”

“You speak? You were the one who did those things with me just a minute ago.”

And those things were actually really hot, but Kame would never admit that.

“But I’m not gay. I just have fun”

“Asshole, as always.” Kame hissed “Now erase your stupid smirk on your face, and go to burning hell. And yeah, when you are there, you can calmly burning too”

Jin just laughed, and stepped closer to Kame again, who immediately stepped back.

“I’m not going anywhere”

“You will”

“I won’t”

“Wasn’t it enough with the fun?”

“No, it wasn’t”

“Good, then search for you another victim you can have fun with, and leave me alone”

“Don’t dream about that”

“Seriously, Akanishi, what the hell do you want from me?”

“Sleep with me”

Kame eyes widened. Did he hear it well?

“WHAT?”

“You heard it well”

“Okay, stop joking, bastard, it doesn’t sound funny anymore”

“I’m not joking” Jin stepped closer to Kame “To be honest, I always want to try it with a guy”

“But I won’t be that guy”

“Oh, you will”

“Don’t be that sure”

“But I am.” Jin smirked “And you know why?”

Kame had to swallow hard as he saw that devilish expression on Jin’s face.

“W-Why?”

Jin leaned closer to Kame’s face, whispering: “Because I absolutely know, that you don’t want me to go to your father, and telling him about how slutty way his little son is dancing on the dance floor, with a guy.”

“Fuck you!”

“Oh, I will. You”

“You wouldn’t tell it to my father!”

“Why wouldn’t I?”

“Because you just show that you are a bastard, but you actually not?”

“Then you fail”

How much he hated him, this bastard. He could kill him now, just simply with his two hands. But he knew exactly that Akanishi would do that, he wouldn’t care about him, and the aftermath to his words.

“Okay” he said between his teeth.

“I’m sorry?”

“I said: okay!”

“Good boy”

“Now, fuck off! I will call you if I have time for a bastard like you”

“I said, stop dreaming. You will sleep with me, tonight.”

“You should stop dreaming too”

“Okay, I think I have to call your father now” Jin held his phone in his hand.

Kame froze for the second time this night.

- - -

They stepped into the love hotel’s room. Kame couldn’t believe that he was here, with this bastard, he couldn’t believe that he had agreed to sleep with him. Maybe he could kill him in the bed. Yeah, that’s what he was going to do; he would choke him, yeah, he would, as he always wished for it.

“How the hell did you know that I will be at that club after all?” he asked his victim.

“After dinner, I followed you”

“Screw you!”

“Yeah, yeah, I know” Jin just said, then sat down on the bed, looking at Kame.”So?”

“So what?”

“Are you going to stand there all night long, or you going to do something?”

Kame hesitated, he didn’t move, just standing there in silence.

“This is the gay sex?” Jin asked with a smirk on his face “You know, it’s kind of boring”

“Shut up”

“Then would you come here?”

Kame, still a little bit uncertain walked towards Jin, stopping in front of him. The latter grabbed his hand, and Kazuya found himself on his lap, with his legs on each side of the other’s one.

“Oh come on, don’t be so shy. I know you have actually the opposite of this behavior”

“I’m not shy!” Kame protested.

“Good to hear”

Jin was slowly lying down to the bed, pulling Kame down onto his body completely. He was waiting, but the latter didn’t do anything; sure, he had many one-night stands, but the difference was that he wanted those boys, but he definitely didn’t want Akanishi Jin.

“I can’t believe that I have to do everything” Jin said, and without any further words he kissed Kame, who groaned in surprise, really couldn’t decide that he felt disgusts or enjoyed those hot lips on his. Maybe, both of them. But he didn’t response the kiss, he will let Akanishi do whatever he wanted to, but he wasn’t willing to move even one of his fingers.

Jin pulled back, and Kame saw the anger in his eyes.

“I see” he said “Then I just have to call your father”

Kame eyes widen again.

“Don’t!”

“Then stop this attitude”

“Why the hell do you want to sleep right with me?”

“First of all, because I don’t know any other gay and I don’t want to sleep with a stranger. Second, you hate me, and I hate you too, and with that sex is more exciting.”

“Pervert.”

“Maybe I am.” He smirked “Now quit with the words, and do something already”

Kame, for a while, was glaring at Jin, he was still sure that the latter would tell his father about his secret, when he was not going to do what the other wanted from him.

“After this night, will you leave me alone?”

“You know, I can breathe without you”

Just wait till I choke you, Kame thought but it suddenly vanished when he felt again Jin’s lips on his, the other’s finger on his cheeks. Both of them began fighting for the dominance, Jin painfully grabbed Kame’s hair while his tongue touched the other’s one, and pulled him closer to himself, deepening the kiss. Kame hissed, but didn’t protest, just dug his fingers into Jin chest.

“Just one night” Kame whispered on Jin’s lips, as he just wanted to be sure, that the other wouldn’t disturb him again.

“Just one night” Jin whispered back and threw Kame aside to the bed sheets, climbing nearer to him, leaning down to his lips for another kiss. Kazuya placed his fingers on the back of Jin’s neck, giving up completely with the complaining, moaning lightly into the kiss when he felt again Jin’s warm palm under his t-shirt.

Jin rolled it up and up, until he could took it off over Kame’s head. The other boy was kissing his neck, sometimes biting it just like he did before on the dance floor, continues moving downwards, leaving hot marks on the boy’s chest, and touching the nipples with his tongue. Kame arched his back; felt as Jin’s hand was at the edge of his trousers, hearing the zipper voice. The other slipped his finger into his pants, and his warm palm touched his hardening member. Kame, between his low moans, was a little bit surprise; it was obvious that someone who was straight didn’t touch another guy so easily like that.

“It seems you have experience” Kame whispered, moaning as Jin began moving his hand on his erection.

“Come on, I’m a guy, I know what’s the best to another guy”

“Then don’t stop” Kame groaned when he felt that Jin pulling the trousers off of him along with his pants, watching his naked body for a while. He felt the other boy’s palm again on his member, caressing it first lightly, then his movement become more hectic, and Kame had to cling on the other’s shoulder, looking down just to watch what Akanishi was doing; flowing the ecstasy into his body from the view.

Jin kissed him again, this time more confident, more passionate. Kame felt that the other’s chest lifting faster, when he unbuttoned Jin’s trousers as well, placing his hand on the older’s member. God, it was so hard, so fucking hard, and Kame first thought was that he wanted to feel it inside him, to fill him completely.

For him, after a while, everything vanished; he didn’t think, didn’t think of who was the one who kissing him, touching him; just as always during sex, his mind became blankly, and he just felt every little move, controlling his hands the desire, and like an out stander he saw as he pull off of Jin all of his cloth was still left on him.

The other was lying on top of him now, he felt as their erections touched, and he groaned loudly when Jin throwing his hips into his a few times, and Kame arched his back again in pleasure. Ohgod, he really wanted to fell the other deep inside him; with shaking hands he was searching for the lube in his trousers' pocket what was laying beside them with the other cloths, biting his lips when he felt Jin warm lips on his nipples again.

“I think you know what to do” Kame said, when he handled Jin the lube.

The other kneeled between his legs and Kame closed his eyes; this situation was still a little bit strange for him, having sex with someone you hated wasn’t the thing you did every day, but holy sex, he had to groan again, when Jin entered him with one finger, began slowly moving within him, very slowly.

“You don’t have to be gentle with me”

“Oh, really?” Jin whispered, and immediately entered him with his second finger, Kame hissed, grabbing the sheet under him, though Jin’s movement became slowly again, giving Kame time to get used to the feeling.

Kazuya pulled Jin down onto him, showing him that he wanted more, ohsomuchmore. For the first time, when he looked into the other boy’s eyes, saw uncertain shine in them. Kame smirked; it was a recompose to see a little bit unsure Akanishi.

Kame just held into his palm Jin’s member, and placed to his entrance, helping him how to enter him completely, during that he was just watching Akanishi’s expression, and it was so fucking hot as the other’s face filled the pleasure of the desire, experiencing something he had never felt before.

“How it feels?” Kame whispered.

“God… you are so damn tight”

Kame smirked again, but this smirk slowly, slowly disappeared from his face as Jin began moving in him lightly, replacing it the pleasure, the longing for the harder and faster thrust.

He kissed the boy above him, pleasing him with it for the wilder movement, throwing his hips against Jin’s, who was kissing him back, while sometimes he moaned lowly, picking up the pace, moving faster, harder, wilder, giving Kame what he wanted. When he hit the latter's prostate, Kame’s eyes widen through the wonderful feeling.

“Right there” he whispered “Right there…do that again”

Jin thrusted deeper into him over and over again, while kissing and biting his neck.

“God…don’t stop…don’t stop”

Kame felt he was on the edge, and it didn’t take so long for him to reach his climax, sending Jin with his tightness moments later to the pleasurable feeling, as he came too.

The silence just slowly came as their heavy breath was still filling the air, they felt each other’s warm skin, without caring anything in the world; they just tried to bring back they body heat into normal.

After a while Kame heard Jin’s husky voice in his ears: “That wasn’t that boring at last…”

“Than keep it as a nice occasion in your memory, and let me go home already…”

“Home?” Jin looked at Kame “We were agreed upon one night. And tell me if I’m wrong, but the night hasn’t finished yet” the other smirked.

“Shut up and let me go” Kame was tired to push Jin from him, without any success; the other held him too strong, and just laughed about Kame’s protesting.

“Anyway,” Kame said “That was the worst sex in my life.”

“Yeah, sure. That’s why you moaned ‘Right there, do it again’ and ‘God, don’t stop…don’t stop’ ”

Kame face became totally red.

“I-It was just a-acting”

“Yeah, like your orgasm, am I right?” Jin smirked.

“Shut the hell up, and let me go already, you inexperienced lame bastard”

“Oh, believe me, I’m learning fast” Jin said as he began kissing Kame’s chest again.

- - -

“ALL.FUCKING.NIGHT.LONG?!” said Koki with wide opening eyes.

Kame looked around, scaring if someone might heard his best friend ohsodamnloud reaction. Though they was in a café where he didn’t see any familiar face, but being paranoid in the last time, he had to be as careful as he could be. But his best friend didn’t help him with his respond to hide everything.

“Thanks Koki, don’t you want maybe write a book about my one-night stands?”

“BUT.WITH.AKANISHI?”

“Koki, for God’s sake, not so loud!”

“I. CANT.BELIVE.IT!”

No, neither Kame could believe that his best friend was so loud as he would hold in his hand a microphone.

“YOU.HATE.HIM!”

“He blackmailed me.”

“I already know the story, but still, god… wait, don’t you want me too kill him?”

“No, just me have the right to kill him”

“Yeah, yeah, obviously”

Thanks to that Akanishi bastard, he hardly couldn’t stand on his legs, he wanted to sleep in every minutes, since they really had sex all night long, and it was the worst, yeah, the worst, it didn’t count how many orgasm he had during the night, it didn’t count that Akanishi actually found his weakest point and with his tongue he did very-very hot things, those all just didn’t count, because...because…just because...

He slept just a few hours, and in the morning when he had to face with his father, he hardly could looked into his eyes, he wasn’t sure if that Akanishi Jin didn’t tell him his secret, but his father’s behavior was just like usual, speaking with him normally during their breakfast together.

He hoped, he really hoped that Akanishi wouldn’t disturb him in the future anymore. Because, god that face that the other boy was making during sex was indescribable; Kame still could see it in front of him, he still could hear Jin’s low moans, he still could feel his touches on his skin, still could feel those fingers…

“Kame?”

“Hmm?”

“Your face…”

“What’s with it?”

“Are you in pleasure?”

“W-WHAT?”

“Nevermind”

Damn, damn, damn Akanishi! Since when wanted a straight boy have sex with another boy? It was so irrational, but we are talking about here Akanishi, and Akanshi was the most stupid, lame, handsome and sexy man in the world. Wait a minute… handsome and sexy? He meant ugly and notabitsexy. Kame sighed. Nevermind.

“Are you okay?”

“Damnit, Koki. What do you think? I just must sleep with the most handso…uglier man in the world.”

“May be he is a bastard, but you have to admit that he is good looking.”

“Not you too!”

“Huh?”

Kame was confused, because, he liked boys, handsome, sexy, good-looking boys with nice body, and unfortunately Akanishi was one of them. But again, it didn’t count, because…because...just because?

“Are you here?”

“I would be likely in the bed with Aka…with my blanket”

Koki stifle his smile.

“Tell me you don’t want have sex with him again”

“Are you absolutely out of your mind? Never in this entire life again! NEVER!”

- - -

Kame’s back ached a little, as Jin shoved him to the nearest wall and kissed him roughly. The boy almost didn’t know where he was, the alcohol helped him felt relaxing, and, ohyeah, Jin’s lips helped him felt hotter and hotter.

He had been dancing with a guy in the same club, when Akanishi stepped to them, threw the guy to somewhere before pulling Kame into a dark corner and now there they were, kissing, stroking each other’s body, moaning into each other’s mouth.

“You said after that night you won’t disturb me again.”

“I've changed my mind”

“Don’t change your mind so simply, will you?”

“No, it was better than I expected” Jin said when he kissed Kame again, throwing him strongly into the wall as he could.

“I don’t want this… I don’t want you!” Kame whispered, when Jin’s lips left his.

“Then why is your leg around my waist?”

“I-It’s just an i-illusion”

“Illusion?” Jin smirked “What a hot illusion” he leaned towards Kame’s neck, and began kissing it.

“L-Leave me alone” Kazuya moaned, betraying his own words as he wrapped his other leg around Jin’s waist, who lifting him into the air, and shoved him against the wall harder. Kame hissed, and when they found each other lips again he felt in the kiss Jin’s smirk.

“After… sex…I will kill you”

“Yeah, yeah…I know…”

In the background the music tone blurred completely, as their excited movement ate away each other’s body, as the craziness of the pleasure controlled their limps, and Kame tried to be sober, repeating in his mind: this is just sex, this is just sex, and this will be the last time with this ohsosexy Akanishi…

***

Thank you for the super fast beta-ing to my beloved sheenalinh (seriously dear, you're a miracle :) )

I hope you liked it. In the next chapter  the emotions, and a little angst coming. This story won't be that long, just about 6 or 7 chapters...because...because... just because xD

Comments are this time 'ohsosexy Akanishi' :)

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