NEW SHITAKI..
YESTERDAY..5.28.03:
lets see, it was fun as pretty much usual except for one incident which is all over the news now..two kids threw a stool out a window and it hit a pregnant woman that was walking by on the head. shes in critical condition in the hospital but the baby's okay. god those kids are so fucking stupid. i know them too, they were in my class but it happened in an empty classroom and now the teacher that was there the period before is getting charged also and i find that so fucking wrong. it pisses me off. that teacher is such a good teacher and theyre filing disciplinary charges against him. it wasnt his fault. that classroom is always open and he doesnt even have the key to it. its so wrong!!... FUCKING BASTARDS!!!!...i feel so bad for the kids and the teacher...they didnt think of the consequences of their actions. but because of that i had german class for like 3 periods...its suppose to end at 11 38 and it lasted until 1 because of that unfortunate incident...i fell asleep for most of the actually real period as always and then at 1 i had to stay in the auditorium until 1 30 because my next class was on the 6th floor and they werent allowing people on the 6th floor because thats where they threw the stool from..then each period after that was 30 minutes until 3..which made school longer than usual..not by much but still..that sucked..but besides that it was a good day...i was talking to the new boy in my class...Abas..hes nice..he comes from Nigeria..and the same place as my friend Ife...and before all of this shit happened..lunch (3rd period)..was good...i talked to some people (wont mention here)and it was good..very interesting...and i was talking to louis after school..heh that was funny and interesting..he was walking with me n bidania to the train station because we take the same train but in opposite directions...and hes retarded..i never knew me n him had some things in common...heh...and i never knew me n him had something lol..he just came outta nowhere playing around saying me and him use to have something..it was funny..and i wont go into much detail but its just one of those things were u had to be there..then i was coming home and i went to bidanias house and that was cool..but i left like 20 minutes late because it looked like it was gonna rain and it was thundering and as much as i wouldve loved to walk in the rain..im SICK!!!,...and i wanna get better so i went hope before it really started pouring which SUCKED cuz i wanted to walk in it..it wouldve been so much fun but even better if jason was there...he knows how i feel about the rain and other stuff involving that certain thing...heh anyway once i was home for a few minutes it started to really pour.. *sigh* oh how i longed to be outside *looks at window*...well then i fell asleep like an hr l8er until like 8 20 cuz my mom kept bothering me to wake up and go do my hair...so i did...i was really tired...but still...i did it...then i was talking to jason for a while, while i was in the dryer or whatever that machine that gives heat and u put your head in it is called...then i had to get off cuz i was gonna pass the blower on it too...or whatever thats called too..u get the idea..and then i came online a lil while after that i think..or maybe not..i dont remember much after that..ohhh no i think i called jason..and it was after 12 and he said happy birthday to my mom and shit cuz 5.29 is her birthday..so yea i just watched tv for a while after that and then my mom kept bitching so i went to bed..not really..just kinda laid there in the dark thinking...i couldnt sleep..i dont know why..well i cant ever really sleep and i think i have insomnia or however u spell it...its just too many thoughts and i cant sleep..but oh well...ON TO TOMORROW!!!....
TODAY...5.29.03:
well i came into school late as usual and there was this lady talking to my class about what happened yesterday with the lady who got hit by the stool and stuff...later on bidania asked jasmine or viv who the lady was and she said it was a social worker..she was a little annoying but i know where she was coming from...it was like a class discussion since the boys were in our class...geez this is annoying..as if people didnt think the school was bad enough already...i hate this..its not the school thats bad..its a great school which good programs and teachers but its just some kids who have to fucking mess it up for others..its wrong..then that was 1st period..well 2nd period i went to my research class and thats with the teacher whos getting charged..damn..hes so nice too..he shouldnt be getting blamed for anything!!!FUCK EVERYONE!!!...its ironic tho..just these past days..we've been talking about ethics and morals in this class and whats rite and wrong according to everyones opinion and then that happened in that same classroom...well anyway..i went to 3rd period then..which is lunch..and i saw mario..i just smiled at him cuz i saw him looking at me when i was talking with my friends standing up so i just smiled..i hate that..he always looks like he has something to say and always stares at me or whatever and smiles and shit but he doesnt say anything..i hate that..if he has something to say..well say it..WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING SHY?!?!...oh well..i find that cute in guys tho..when theyre shy...it makes me wanna talk to them which is how i kinda got to know jason..he told me he would always be shy..but i told him he wouldnt..not if he knew me..and well.look what happened..URE NOT SO SHY ANYMORE RITE?...*sigh* i remember those days...heh...well anyway then i was talking to joeni and davey and and shit and then viv asked me to sit next to her and i didnt wanna leave joeni alone so i asked her to come too...and then me n joeni were reading a magazine together answering this thing to see how alike we are or something like that..and viv kept taking the magazine..i know she was holding it for wandaly or w/e..but god viv..calm down!!!,.....i felt like hitting her with it until she bled badly then shoving it down her throat until she choked and died...but i controlled myself and just acted calmly with her heh..its funny tho..joeni told me that vivian annoys her and vivian tells me joeni annoys her..heh..thats funny..they each annoy each other and they dont know it..and if u read this viv..*speaks slowly*JUST ACT AS IF U..NEVER..READ..ANY..OF THIS..u no u can annoy me cuz i have a bad temper and i dont control it too much but ya know i love ya man..ure always there for me...well 4th period (german) was boring as usual..well not boring..i dunno..but it always makes me so sleepy and i cant stay awake and the teacher's always looking at me and i cant sleep and i cant stay awake so my head falls a lot and its soo tiring..i get a headache from it..its just ms.muenich (the german teacher) just talks on and on with things that dont even have to do with the lesson..i mean..we learn german but we also learn things about her WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!!!...geez..well 5th period was fun cuz i just talk a lot to david then and stuff..its funny...then 6th period we had gym and we've been doing dances..we have to do 23 dances before the school yr ends and we've done 3 so far..i only get gym 3x a week so next week we start on the 4th..so far ive learned a folk dance, and israeli dance and a scottish dance...the folk dancing was easy and so was the scottish dance but the israeli dance was a little confusing..it was a rain dance that they dance to celebrate the rain when it rains...so we did the scottish dance today which was cool...vivian was my partner for the dance and she didnt get it so i had to like say the steps while we were dancing it...its called ROAD TO THE ISLES... and its pretty cool..but anyway then we had to take the test for it after practicing it like 15x!!..but anyway..veronica was my partner..shes pretty cool..doesnt give a fuck about anything but i like her...i like how she dresses and look...she has hair thats really REALLY short in the back and then it gets about as long as her face in the front and its green and black.. and the glues these little horns on her faces which is cool..shes done it before but only with 2 and today she had 3 on her forehead and she has a piercing on the side of her lip and she wears a big ring with it..and yesterday she came to school with like this 3 black thick lines on her forehead and on the chin and they looked like she did it w/ a permanent marker..it was cool tho..i like her..shes unique...but anyway...that was cool..i mustve done the dance like 30 times or more today..first like 10 or more times with viv practicing then 10 times w/ veronica then kenia needed someone who already took the test for the dance to take it with her so i did it...and first it was practice and that was like 10 times then the test and that was another 10..it was fun tho.cant complain too much..i like learning these foreign dances...theyre intesting..well anyway..my 7th period teacher for english was absent and for 8th global too...they were on a trip..so 7th period i had to go to the 6th flooor instead of 8th for english with mr.da silva.. i like him..hes so fun and funny..hes always joking with me..i sorta have a little crush on him tho..tiny tiny tiny tiny lil crush..(dont say anything to anyone b.b. ..not even to me)...so he had us and the senior class (well not class..kids i guess)that were there write a letter to the lady which the thing happened to..so i wrote mine in spanish cuz she was hispanic and so that was confusing..i dont write in spanish that well..i mean i do but still..and that was funny and there was this boy who was a senior which i dunno his name but he kept playing with this big ruler and he almost hit me so i was about to say something and he goes oh im sorry ma but dont worry i wont throw it out the window..and im just said whatever..and then he kept like sitting next to me and looking at me and that was just weird..he reminded of this boy from 8th grade...and then he kept talking to me a bit..he was like ure dominican rite? and a whole bunch of other useless shit..and then i went up to where mr.da silva (Sean) was cuz i was writing down the lady's name for in the letter and he was taking attendance and hes like franki and he said something but i didnt hear him and he was smiling and i was like what..and he was like i just said thank god ure here and im like ooookay and then i was gonna ask him something and hes like yes gorgeous?.. and all this shit like that..hes so nice and sweet..i remember some day i was in mr.susse's office and he asked me something like did ya miss me and hugged me...he hugged me a few times before but still..*sigh*... anyway..lets not get into that..then 8th period i had work to do even tho the teacher was absent..it was a review sheet for some quiz we have tomorrow so i did it so i could do better on it and besides we get credit on our grades for doing it..chris was helping me with that..then me n him were passing notes being retards..it was funny...hes so retarded..lol..*private thoughts come into my head*..lol it was funny...then after 8th i was going to the 7th floor and i saw andrew and he hugged me..he had this nice silk spiderman shirt on..it looks nice on him..i like his hair..its so long and straight and soft and fine heh..i told him i needed to get his number man..me n him need to talk more often...i barely get to and i wanna get to know him...anyway...then after school i hung out with vivian,bidania, and jasmine c. for a while..me n viv went to virgin records and jasmine c and bidania went to walgreens and then joined us in virgin records...its funny cuz vivian is always so hyper and peppy..its sometimes annoying..she has TOO much energy..but shes still nice to talk to..so yea..and then she left and me jasmine c and bidania went to wendys cuz jasmine wanted to buy something and then me n bidania walked to the train station and jasmine takes the bus home so..she didnt come and then some man in the train station asked me if i saw a pencil on the ground cuz he dropped it and his vision wasnt good so if i could look for it so i did and i gave it to him...i felt weird tho..i hope i didnt catch something heh...well then on the L train it was normal as usual..one or two guys here that stand out with like bright shirts heh...but he got off on 6 av. and then on the A train i was very sleepy around the express from 59 to 125 so i kinda fell asleep then i woke up on 145 thinking it was 168..i couldve sworn it was but so anyway i came home and my mom was here and i was surprised cuz me n my sister were gonna surprise her with stuff since its her birthday and all and then my sister was leaving to army p.t. today..like every tuesday,thursday and sometimes saturday..so i gave her money and told her to pick up somethings on the way for my mom..yea and well..ive just been listening to music and playing around on my comp. since then..well not much to write now i think..maybe l8er..i miss jason a lot..i was suppose to see him today cuz of his lil show thingy but its my moms birthday so i had to say no unfortunately..he told me a while ago it was in may and i just forgot it was my moms b-day until yesterday and it ended up being on the same day so i picked my mom...not that ive been doing much..my sis is still in P.T...so nothing will happen until she comes home..anyway..and i cant c him tomorrow either cuz he has some mardi gras shit or something like that at school so i made plans with joeni..we're gonna rollerblade and play with her dog..its this huge girl rotweiler...but im starting to love that dog..she wants to sell it..so if anyones interested...if ur still readin here...im surprised but..well anyway...so we're just gonna hang out..i may get to see jason tho cuz joeni lives 2 blocks away from him..so who knows? *shrugs*...well i wrote too much damn shit but i had a lot to say..well..ima go now..well..off of livejournal heh...so........i love ya jason..dont forget that..
RED RUM!!!! RED RUM!!!! RED RUM!!!*rides away in tricycle*
(if uve seen 'The Shining', ull know what this is about..the only good version is the one with jack nicholson tho..)
lets see, it was fun as pretty much usual except for one incident which is all over the news now..two kids threw a stool out a window and it hit a pregnant woman that was walking by on the head. shes in critical condition in the hospital but the baby's okay. god those kids are so fucking stupid. i know them too, they were in my class but it happened in an empty classroom and now the teacher that was there the period before is getting charged also and i find that so fucking wrong. it pisses me off. that teacher is such a good teacher and theyre filing disciplinary charges against him. it wasnt his fault. that classroom is always open and he doesnt even have the key to it. its so wrong!!... FUCKING BASTARDS!!!!...i feel so bad for the kids and the teacher...they didnt think of the consequences of their actions. but because of that i had german class for like 3 periods...its suppose to end at 11 38 and it lasted until 1 because of that unfortunate incident...i fell asleep for most of the actually real period as always and then at 1 i had to stay in the auditorium until 1 30 because my next class was on the 6th floor and they werent allowing people on the 6th floor because thats where they threw the stool from..then each period after that was 30 minutes until 3..which made school longer than usual..not by much but still..that sucked..but besides that it was a good day...i was talking to the new boy in my class...Abas..hes nice..he comes from Nigeria..and the same place as my friend Ife...and before all of this shit happened..lunch (3rd period)..was good...i talked to some people (wont mention here)and it was good..very interesting...and i was talking to louis after school..heh that was funny and interesting..he was walking with me n bidania to the train station because we take the same train but in opposite directions...and hes retarded..i never knew me n him had some things in common...heh...and i never knew me n him had something lol..he just came outta nowhere playing around saying me and him use to have something..it was funny..and i wont go into much detail but its just one of those things were u had to be there..then i was coming home and i went to bidanias house and that was cool..but i left like 20 minutes late because it looked like it was gonna rain and it was thundering and as much as i wouldve loved to walk in the rain..im SICK!!!,...and i wanna get better so i went hope before it really started pouring which SUCKED cuz i wanted to walk in it..it wouldve been so much fun but even better if jason was there...he knows how i feel about the rain and other stuff involving that certain thing...heh anyway once i was home for a few minutes it started to really pour.. *sigh* oh how i longed to be outside *looks at window*...well then i fell asleep like an hr l8er until like 8 20 cuz my mom kept bothering me to wake up and go do my hair...so i did...i was really tired...but still...i did it...then i was talking to jason for a while, while i was in the dryer or whatever that machine that gives heat and u put your head in it is called...then i had to get off cuz i was gonna pass the blower on it too...or whatever thats called too..u get the idea..and then i came online a lil while after that i think..or maybe not..i dont remember much after that..ohhh no i think i called jason..and it was after 12 and he said happy birthday to my mom and shit cuz 5.29 is her birthday..so yea i just watched tv for a while after that and then my mom kept bitching so i went to bed..not really..just kinda laid there in the dark thinking...i couldnt sleep..i dont know why..well i cant ever really sleep and i think i have insomnia or however u spell it...its just too many thoughts and i cant sleep..but oh well...ON TO TOMORROW!!!....
TODAY...5.29.03:
well i came into school late as usual and there was this lady talking to my class about what happened yesterday with the lady who got hit by the stool and stuff...later on bidania asked jasmine or viv who the lady was and she said it was a social worker..she was a little annoying but i know where she was coming from...it was like a class discussion since the boys were in our class...geez this is annoying..as if people didnt think the school was bad enough already...i hate this..its not the school thats bad..its a great school which good programs and teachers but its just some kids who have to fucking mess it up for others..its wrong..then that was 1st period..well 2nd period i went to my research class and thats with the teacher whos getting charged..damn..hes so nice too..he shouldnt be getting blamed for anything!!!FUCK EVERYONE!!!...its ironic tho..just these past days..we've been talking about ethics and morals in this class and whats rite and wrong according to everyones opinion and then that happened in that same classroom...well anyway..i went to 3rd period then..which is lunch..and i saw mario..i just smiled at him cuz i saw him looking at me when i was talking with my friends standing up so i just smiled..i hate that..he always looks like he has something to say and always stares at me or whatever and smiles and shit but he doesnt say anything..i hate that..if he has something to say..well say it..WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO FUCKING SHY?!?!...oh well..i find that cute in guys tho..when theyre shy...it makes me wanna talk to them which is how i kinda got to know jason..he told me he would always be shy..but i told him he wouldnt..not if he knew me..and well.look what happened..URE NOT SO SHY ANYMORE RITE?...*sigh* i remember those days...heh...well anyway then i was talking to joeni and davey and and shit and then viv asked me to sit next to her and i didnt wanna leave joeni alone so i asked her to come too...and then me n joeni were reading a magazine together answering this thing to see how alike we are or something like that..and viv kept taking the magazine..i know she was holding it for wandaly or w/e..but god viv..calm down!!!,.....i felt like hitting her with it until she bled badly then shoving it down her throat until she choked and died...but i controlled myself and just acted calmly with her heh..its funny tho..joeni told me that vivian annoys her and vivian tells me joeni annoys her..heh..thats funny..they each annoy each other and they dont know it..and if u read this viv..*speaks slowly*JUST ACT AS IF U..NEVER..READ..ANY..OF THIS..u no u can annoy me cuz i have a bad temper and i dont control it too much but ya know i love ya man..ure always there for me...well 4th period (german) was boring as usual..well not boring..i dunno..but it always makes me so sleepy and i cant stay awake and the teacher's always looking at me and i cant sleep and i cant stay awake so my head falls a lot and its soo tiring..i get a headache from it..its just ms.muenich (the german teacher) just talks on and on with things that dont even have to do with the lesson..i mean..we learn german but we also learn things about her WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!!!...geez..well 5th period was fun cuz i just talk a lot to david then and stuff..its funny...then 6th period we had gym and we've been doing dances..we have to do 23 dances before the school yr ends and we've done 3 so far..i only get gym 3x a week so next week we start on the 4th..so far ive learned a folk dance, and israeli dance and a scottish dance...the folk dancing was easy and so was the scottish dance but the israeli dance was a little confusing..it was a rain dance that they dance to celebrate the rain when it rains...so we did the scottish dance today which was cool...vivian was my partner for the dance and she didnt get it so i had to like say the steps while we were dancing it...its called ROAD TO THE ISLES... and its pretty cool..but anyway then we had to take the test for it after practicing it like 15x!!..but anyway..veronica was my partner..shes pretty cool..doesnt give a fuck about anything but i like her...i like how she dresses and look...she has hair thats really REALLY short in the back and then it gets about as long as her face in the front and its green and black.. and the glues these little horns on her faces which is cool..shes done it before but only with 2 and today she had 3 on her forehead and she has a piercing on the side of her lip and she wears a big ring with it..and yesterday she came to school with like this 3 black thick lines on her forehead and on the chin and they looked like she did it w/ a permanent marker..it was cool tho..i like her..shes unique...but anyway...that was cool..i mustve done the dance like 30 times or more today..first like 10 or more times with viv practicing then 10 times w/ veronica then kenia needed someone who already took the test for the dance to take it with her so i did it...and first it was practice and that was like 10 times then the test and that was another 10..it was fun tho.cant complain too much..i like learning these foreign dances...theyre intesting..well anyway..my 7th period teacher for english was absent and for 8th global too...they were on a trip..so 7th period i had to go to the 6th flooor instead of 8th for english with mr.da silva.. i like him..hes so fun and funny..hes always joking with me..i sorta have a little crush on him tho..tiny tiny tiny tiny lil crush..(dont say anything to anyone b.b. ..not even to me)...so he had us and the senior class (well not class..kids i guess)that were there write a letter to the lady which the thing happened to..so i wrote mine in spanish cuz she was hispanic and so that was confusing..i dont write in spanish that well..i mean i do but still..and that was funny and there was this boy who was a senior which i dunno his name but he kept playing with this big ruler and he almost hit me so i was about to say something and he goes oh im sorry ma but dont worry i wont throw it out the window..and im just said whatever..and then he kept like sitting next to me and looking at me and that was just weird..he reminded of this boy from 8th grade...and then he kept talking to me a bit..he was like ure dominican rite? and a whole bunch of other useless shit..and then i went up to where mr.da silva (Sean) was cuz i was writing down the lady's name for in the letter and he was taking attendance and hes like franki and he said something but i didnt hear him and he was smiling and i was like what..and he was like i just said thank god ure here and im like ooookay and then i was gonna ask him something and hes like yes gorgeous?.. and all this shit like that..hes so nice and sweet..i remember some day i was in mr.susse's office and he asked me something like did ya miss me and hugged me...he hugged me a few times before but still..*sigh*... anyway..lets not get into that..then 8th period i had work to do even tho the teacher was absent..it was a review sheet for some quiz we have tomorrow so i did it so i could do better on it and besides we get credit on our grades for doing it..chris was helping me with that..then me n him were passing notes being retards..it was funny...hes so retarded..lol..*private thoughts come into my head*..lol it was funny...then after 8th i was going to the 7th floor and i saw andrew and he hugged me..he had this nice silk spiderman shirt on..it looks nice on him..i like his hair..its so long and straight and soft and fine heh..i told him i needed to get his number man..me n him need to talk more often...i barely get to and i wanna get to know him...anyway...then after school i hung out with vivian,bidania, and jasmine c. for a while..me n viv went to virgin records and jasmine c and bidania went to walgreens and then joined us in virgin records...its funny cuz vivian is always so hyper and peppy..its sometimes annoying..she has TOO much energy..but shes still nice to talk to..so yea..and then she left and me jasmine c and bidania went to wendys cuz jasmine wanted to buy something and then me n bidania walked to the train station and jasmine takes the bus home so..she didnt come and then some man in the train station asked me if i saw a pencil on the ground cuz he dropped it and his vision wasnt good so if i could look for it so i did and i gave it to him...i felt weird tho..i hope i didnt catch something heh...well then on the L train it was normal as usual..one or two guys here that stand out with like bright shirts heh...but he got off on 6 av. and then on the A train i was very sleepy around the express from 59 to 125 so i kinda fell asleep then i woke up on 145 thinking it was 168..i couldve sworn it was but so anyway i came home and my mom was here and i was surprised cuz me n my sister were gonna surprise her with stuff since its her birthday and all and then my sister was leaving to army p.t. today..like every tuesday,thursday and sometimes saturday..so i gave her money and told her to pick up somethings on the way for my mom..yea and well..ive just been listening to music and playing around on my comp. since then..well not much to write now i think..maybe l8er..i miss jason a lot..i was suppose to see him today cuz of his lil show thingy but its my moms birthday so i had to say no unfortunately..he told me a while ago it was in may and i just forgot it was my moms b-day until yesterday and it ended up being on the same day so i picked my mom...not that ive been doing much..my sis is still in P.T...so nothing will happen until she comes home..anyway..and i cant c him tomorrow either cuz he has some mardi gras shit or something like that at school so i made plans with joeni..we're gonna rollerblade and play with her dog..its this huge girl rotweiler...but im starting to love that dog..she wants to sell it..so if anyones interested...if ur still readin here...im surprised but..well anyway...so we're just gonna hang out..i may get to see jason tho cuz joeni lives 2 blocks away from him..so who knows? *shrugs*...well i wrote too much damn shit but i had a lot to say..well..ima go now..well..off of livejournal heh...so........i love ya jason..dont forget that..
RED RUM!!!! RED RUM!!!! RED RUM!!!*rides away in tricycle*
(if uve seen 'The Shining', ull know what this is about..the only good version is the one with jack nicholson tho..)