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So as for Matt...we're hanging out again. Specifically, last night. It was a really good time. After not seeing each other for a few weeks, I was beginning to worry that we wouldn't talk again, but then I finally decided to talk to him online, and it went really well. He called me last night to hang out, which we did. We went to look park, and went on the swings, and played hide and seek on the playground, and just goofed about in the dark. We also ended up having a grass fight in the field. We came back to my house, and went to sleep. It was nice to be with him again, especially since it feels so easy. It also felt like there was never any time where we weren't talking...like the last time I'd seen him had only been a few days earlier. It was just nice in general. I missed him while we weren't talking. So, as for this time around, whatever happens, and however it happens, I'm just going to take it as it comes, and not worry about underlying anything. Worrying makes even the best of situations into stressful ones, and I'm not about that.