..what do you do when the only person u can rely on is yourself..
have you every had someone hurt you so bad that it burns your insides.. thats what happened to me saturday night, no one hurt me physically except myself, its purely because that group of boys were supposed to my friends.. and now i'm scared to go to sleep at night just in case they come back, the only thing that hurts more than that night,
Was last night, i was told that if i charged sonny i would get my fucking jaw broken.. all i seem to do the past few days is sit around and cry, if only i wasn't that stupid to believe trent when he sed he loved me, if i didnt seem to brake everything i touch, i wish i could say that i am strong and that i can stand alone.. but i cant, but also wish i could co-operate with people but i cant do that either i just seem to lose my temper too easily...
i would also like to make a formal apology to all people that were hurt when they came to my house.. great first impression, come to my house and get your head beatten in.. NICE,
anyways i'm off
anita
xoxo
Was last night, i was told that if i charged sonny i would get my fucking jaw broken.. all i seem to do the past few days is sit around and cry, if only i wasn't that stupid to believe trent when he sed he loved me, if i didnt seem to brake everything i touch, i wish i could say that i am strong and that i can stand alone.. but i cant, but also wish i could co-operate with people but i cant do that either i just seem to lose my temper too easily...
i would also like to make a formal apology to all people that were hurt when they came to my house.. great first impression, come to my house and get your head beatten in.. NICE,
anyways i'm off
anita
xoxo