long time no see
it's been a year since i did the whole blog thing. it's sorely missed. too much has happened that still runs through my mind and ruins my day. Like Nick. every time i see that aweful yellow hoodie, i can't help myself, yet the other part of me wants to run and cry. It's been like 7 months! why do i still feel this way about him? I don't understand. But i decided to try and move on and maybe start some thing with James but was too forward and now he doesn't even talk to me. Suck city.
Recently debating whether or not just to go up to Nick and say 'you're hot let's bang' and not care that he was an ass, or if he drinks himself into oblivion, or who he screwed while he was in Germany. I miss his bed and the way his skin smells. This is the first rant about him that actually made it to page. Most of my friends are pretty sick of listening to it. In fact, my so called best friend hasn't talked to me in weeks. Probably my fault for saying i wanted to smoke. Why is there drama? Why can't i do what i need to be happy and not have any repercussions....
Can't i just kiss boys and pass all my classes. Thanks blog, you're the only one that shuts up and listens and doesn't give bad advice.
Recently debating whether or not just to go up to Nick and say 'you're hot let's bang' and not care that he was an ass, or if he drinks himself into oblivion, or who he screwed while he was in Germany. I miss his bed and the way his skin smells. This is the first rant about him that actually made it to page. Most of my friends are pretty sick of listening to it. In fact, my so called best friend hasn't talked to me in weeks. Probably my fault for saying i wanted to smoke. Why is there drama? Why can't i do what i need to be happy and not have any repercussions....
Can't i just kiss boys and pass all my classes. Thanks blog, you're the only one that shuts up and listens and doesn't give bad advice.