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i found out exactly how it was that my friend died.. he was riding on his ATV and he hit a ditch and fell off then the ATV fell on top of him and if crushed him.. i went to the funeral last night and it was sad i cied more than i thought i would.. when i got home i took a shower and went to sleep but i couldnt sleep , his image kept popping up in my head and i kept going through the details of the funeral in my head and i couldnt sleep .. i think at about 11 is when i went to bed and i think i feel asleep at like 12 .. then i woke up at 1:30 sweating , out of breath and scared.. it was horrible.. im so sleepy and tired.. and to top it all off as if i wasnt haunted enough i have to go to the burial today.. fuck.. i HATE life.... more specifically GOD!! ugh.. he's an unfair man. or w/e it is that he is.. well i g2g.. oh and i got my computer back today.. so ill be on later tonight.. g2g.. bye bye... muahz!!! i love you guys