Chapter:4 reaveald truth part 2
Title:The Heavy burden of love Rating:rated pg Paring:Yamachii YamadaxChinen Genre:Fiction Disclaimer:I don't own JE nor Yamachii thry own each other. This story was inspired by Let me In and "When Memory Ends."
Summary: A sixteen year old boy name Chinen Yuri moves out of the city and into an apartment in town after his parents divorce.Now living with his mad mother, Chinen's neibor,a seventeen year old named Yamada Ryosuke also has divored parnets but instead of him living with his mom and in a apartment he lives in a beautiful home with his father along with maids,butlers and more. Eventually the Two become friends. Strangely the Older boy only comes out at night trying to hiding a secret in which Chinen and the world will soon find out if nothing is done. Notes: The entrires that chinen write are not day after day.
Warings:the rating Though out this fic will change.
"So how is he?" "Depending on the pain killers the doctor gave him He should wake within a hour or two" ""hm, who's there?" "Ah, Souka, Ja when he wakes up can you give this to him?" Oh!, No problem i'll just put it on the table. "Yuto?" "Should We contact his parents?" I think he can call them, we don't want them to be worried." "If you say so, Thank you Nakajima-kun for you help. "No problem...bye Chinen-kun!" "Wait don't go" *..........* "Yamada! Yamada!" His father yelled from the school gates. "Where are you!?" He walked in the middle of the school Yard passing a bush were Yamada was hiding ,trying to wipe the blood stains off his shirt. "Keep it down old man." Yamada whispered under his breath looking up once in a while at his father who was yelling and pacing back and forth. 'YAMADA!!!" His father yelled louder, Yamada covered his ears from the yell, annoyed he got up from the bushes going to his father "Shut up! Yamada snapped running up to his father placing his hands over his mouth. "They'll hear you,do you want them to come out and see me like this!?'' Mr.Yamada ignored Yamada snatching the hands away from his mouth. "What are you doing here!? I forbbidded you from this place!" "I don't know what im doing...but this boy he-" "What happened to your cloths? Mr.Yamada cut him off,Yamada did,did you...Mr Yamada grabbed the boy by his shirt. "I had too" Fool! Don't you know what's going to happen now Bringing the worlds together like this could mean disaster for all of us!" Yamada shugged" im not concered with them. The human and the vampires can never be in contact with each other!" Never, not in centries!" Mr.Yamada shook him rapidly. Yamada's eyes widen thinking about a certain some one he knew he shouldn't be concered about. "Never...together then-" "What about you? If the humans and vampires can't be together, what about me how is it that im here? alive breathing?, You and Mother she wasn't a vampire, what if chii-"Yamada bit down on his tongue stopping him from completing his sentence. What was he thinking almost telling his father about Chinen? What was he doing thinking about him? Yamada closed his mouth not wanting anymore unessesary things to slip out. IDIOT! Don't mention your mother ever again! Yamada swiftly grabbed his father's wrist, "watch who you're calling idiot." Yamada sqeezed his father's wrist twisting pulling it down from his shoulder. "Im not concerned with us all, just myself. And that kid...Daiki nothing but a stone on the road that you can kick aside, believe me, I shall be perfactly fine. Now let me pass." Yamada pushed past his father leaving the school grounds Mr Yamada's face cringed looking at his twisted wrist. Bending down on his knees Mr.Yamada watched has his son disappeared out of his sight. *.......* ''Ughh.. Chinen stirred around on the bed, "Your'e finally awake?" Chinen slowly sat up observing his surroundings finding himself still in his cloths laying on the patient bed. " hai Ow." Chinen felt pain shoot up to the side of his jaw rubbing his hand acrossed his face he felt the stiches running vertically down his cheek. "Sorry about that it will hurt for a week or so, try not to eat soild foods and avoid eating with a spoon that should ease the pain.' Chinen nodded still he wonder who brought him in? he tried to remember what happen on the rooftop Thinking about it only made his head hurt so he stopped. "Is this the hospital?" "Yes,But it's the school infirmary room, You can go home if you'd like but let me check your blood pressure first." Carefully the nurse wrapped the band around Chinen's arm checking the weight and pressure. "Alright, it about normal,if you rest for awhile it will surely go down to its regular state. The nurse smiled and gave him a assuring pat on the shoulder. "Okay you're free to go." Really? Chinen hopped down from the bed. He slipped on his shoes and jacket still wondering. "Oh, wait you left this!' i was told to give you this." "Hm, by who?" "Your friend Nakajima Yuto?" The nurse handed Chinen the journal. The journal was blue coverd with golden engraved stone flower vine fonts. Written at the top was his name engraved in golden italic letters,whoever did this made sure that the name will never come off the journal. Chinen flipped throught the pages finding them empty." There's nothing written in it." "Your friend told me that he found it on the rooftop when he went back up to get his bag,there were policemen there too,wonder what happened." Chinen shugged not wanting to think about it anymore. "I'll be going now,Thank you ma'am?" He slightly bowed before leaving. All the way home Chinen flipped through the pages of the journal making sure he didn't miss anything it was hard for him to do so with the journal itself containing at least two or three hundred pages. The boy poundered, who wanted him to have it? why? Chinen new one thing for sure his name at the top wasn't written or graved in his handwritting but someone elses His fingers alighted on the binding,startled Chinen's phone began to ring in his pocket. He answered the phone. "Chinen!" the voice gasped, glad you picked up I tryed earlier but there was no answer!" "Aunt?" How'd you get my number?" "Nevermind that this about your father!" Chinen stopped in his steps,"My what?" Your mother she.." Chinen felt a lead ball drop in his stomach. "Yes,Aunt what is it!" His Aunt paused composing her several seconds later she spoke. "Its your father, Your mother says he's come back!" Chinen felt like his heart stopped for a instant father? back? Of coruse he didn't believe his father would ever come back after all these years? The constant moving from home to home just because his mother couldn't pay the bills the rent. Moving place to place for the shouting and screaming his parents caused that could be heard through out the neiborhood. No it was a lie but somewhere deep inside Chinen didn't want it to be. Even though His father told him he was returning But lately , since he'd been worried about other things it was as if the thoughts of his father shifted to the back of his mind. Chinen felt guilty guilt rising and churning in his stomach, he'd given up, given up on his own father he's always done so but truthfully he didn't want to anymore tired of crying,screaming until his lungs gave out, sleepless nights the loneliness he didn't want it anymore. Trying his best no matter how the results turned out that's whst he wanted to do. "Did you see him, Aunt? with your own eyes?" "No, But your mother just told me over the phone." There was a pause no response from Chinen, He knew it wasn't true, but he believed anyway. His Aunt knew how Chinen was feeling, she waited for him to answer back. "Alright im on my way home now Thanks." Chinen shoved his phone in his pocket taking off. Chinen ran as fast as he could, seeing the apartment building in sight the boy picked up the pace. Finally He reached the porch steps standing in front of the door staring at the brass handles. was it possible for his father to return for so long? slowly he opened the door the main room was same as usual the lighs re on. Chinen quietly walked along the side of the walls holding his breath now and then. He brushed past the walls taking the steps two at a time. His mothers room was one flight up in a converted attic space. he came up to the door hesitating what would he do if his father was there what would he say? It was too dithering to think about, imagine, He knocked slightly. "Mother?" there was no response he might of heard faint giggling maybe his mind was playing with him. His mother had been bedridden ever since his father left them nervous tension, the physicians said nothing for it but rest and sleeping pills. Chinen opened the door "Mom daijoubou?" Muffled sounds came from within. "Can i come in..mom?" "Here that dear?" we have company?" Chinen's mother spoke in a sweet like tone. Chinen couldn't wait any longer bursting through the doors his head facing down. When he entered the room the lights were on showing a good sign. Slowly he raised his head, he knew were to look. "Chinen-kun, can't you see its me and your father's honeymoon?" Chinen's expression went apathetic, lethargic,Seeing the scene in front of him he knew excally what was going on. "We should have speakers on the outsides right dearest?" Chinen knew it was just an escalation of her madness. He lifted his head finding his mother on the couch clothed with her wedding dress, face coated with poorly applied makeup. Worst of all besided her laid a manikin of his father dressed in his wedding suit, the head covered with lipstick markings. "Can you come here?" his mother called him over. Chinen choked back a sob waliking over to the couch. "I know you want to spend time with us, But can we have a few minutes to ourselves?" Chinen didn't say a word instead his mother spranged up from her seat and hugged him. "Thank you Chinen-kun~" Chinen returned the hug though it felt like needles piercing through his stomach. "Your welcome...mother." his mom smiled happily with honesty. sitting back on the couch she returned back to her fantasy world. while Chinen's hopes left him like a summer's rainbow. Chinen left without looking back, dragging his feet outside to the apartments local playground. During all this time Chinen still had the journal in his hands placing it on his laps he began to cry. He couldn't take it anymore taking care of his mother by himself, the guilt and regret building up inside. It was Naïve of him to believe in his father, he should've learned his lesson the first time. Chinen sobbed louder placing his head on his laps to quite them down. It didn't work the pain was too great, to great to be silenced. *............* Yamada was holding his hands in his hair frustrated on what to do with his father, the boy he had an encounter with Arioka Daiki 'The human and the vampires can never be in contact with each other!" " Quiet" "Do you know what's going to happen now bringing the worlds together like this?" " Be Quiet! The human and the vampires can never be in contact with each other!" "What about you? "Shut up... You and Mother,she wasn't a vampire, what if chii-" "SHUT UP!" Yamada yelled swinging his arms back at the evening sky. Yamada walked faster pulling his hood closer to his face. He believed he had everything under control, planned out even, nothing disastrous was going to happen as long as he played his cards right. Yamada continued on with his thinking making his way to the back of his house "I'll deal with the police later, but what if-" "Im stupid..." Yamada heard a voice, walking back further behind his house. Yamada made his way to the back averting his eyes to a small figure on the bench. Yamada leaned over trying to figure out who it was, He got closer close enough seeing a boy with his head on his lap, repeating the same sentence over again, sometimes changing. "Its impossible, Its impossible, I hate myself, i hate myself..." "Chinen?" Yamada jogged over to the boy who's hands were covering his ears drowning out all sounds as possible. "You have the journal." Yamada smiled tapping Chinen on his back. The younger boy looked up, seeing Yamada there shocked him. Yamada stood there staring at the younger ones face stained with tears that the wind dried on his face. The older bot felt hurt inside seeing the sad expression on his face. Yamada? w,w,what.., leave me alone." Chinen sobbed wiping the dry tears away causing new ones to form. "No." Yamada sat down beside chinen pulling down the boy's hands wiping his tears. Honestly Yamada wanted to leave to go and leave Chinen to fix his own problems. He knew it was wrong Even though he knew what solitude felt like this is who he was a heartless being. Chinen looked up confusingly at the older boy "I t,t,thought you didn't w,want to be bothered with me, we couldn't be friends." Yamada shook his head there's no other option now, you can't be alone it hurts, it hurts you too much the loneliness." Yamada pulled Chinen into a hug as he cried his tears coming down furiously. Doing so Yamada felt weird inside feeling a new emotion that he couldn't describe with concrete details. He could only describe it as warmth the new feeling bothered him he hated it. Chinen embraced the older boy damping his shirt with his tears "Shhh... Yamada rubbed Chinen's back placing his chin on Chinen's head. Yamada's eyes widen sniffing the younger ones scent, he suddenly embraced Chinen tighter flaring his nose sniffing harder. He couldn't deny it he loved the smell of the younger boy in his arms, even since the day they met ever since he laid eyes on Chinen. Yamada wanted a taste he wanted it badly, But not here not yet not in the position he's in,he fought back the urge.Chinen noticed the sudden grip and cuddled deeper into the older boy's chest. Chinen missed it the warm hugs that weren't fake the safety and security, somehow he felt it in Yamada's arms. He could feel the inside of his chest starting another marathon he didn't know why this always happen around Yamada. Chinen didn't t trythinking about it too much too tired to think too exhausted. Chinen's eyes fluttered open and closed eventually they stayed shut quietly he feel fast asleep in the boy's arms. Yamada looked down at Chinen sleeping peacfully in his arms still feeling the akward warmth.It was gettng late the light poles flashed on leaving some areas in darkness, The wind started to blow making the trees wistle. Yamda bent down smelling Chinen's scent with the wind bowing it made it even strong. Yamda shivered he couldn't get enough. Yamada leaned down pressing his face to chinen's neck showing his teeth "Move!" Yamada pulled back shocked seeing if Chinen was awake "Move..bear!" Yamada sighed in relief he was only sleep talking. the older boy frowned what is he doing? Why is he so attracted to this boy? Was it weird for him to feel this way, towards a human, a boy? Yamada noticed Chinen coughing and shaking he as gettin cold. The older boy picked him up braidal style leaving the park Once in the front Yamada didn't bother to stop at chinen's apartment he ignored it pretending that it wasn't there. Yamda kept walking He quietly made his way to his front steps unlocking the door with one hand he slowly opened the it with his foot. Yamada scanned the place before going completly inside. No one was around. He took the chance to sneak up the stairs. Yamada's room was on the second floor while the guest room was one the third. Yamada found it safer fo Chinen to be in his room instead of the guest room. He tip-toed down the hallway looking all around him. "Young master is that you?" One of the maids came up the steps. "Hai, Im going to my room!" Yamada shouted down the hall "what is it that you're carrying, do you need any help?" the maid started after him. "No! go back downstairs!" Yamada yelled walked faster. "As you say sir." the maid scratched her head going down the stairs. Yamada blew out air as he entered his room he placed Chinen on the bed sitting down beside him. "Why do you live you don't have anthing so why?" The older boy stared at Chinen studying his face. "Why is he so...Yamada cringed trying to find the right words. innocent...that's not it" Yamada got off the bed heading towards his closet to find Chinen some cloths that he could sleep in. Once he found the cloths he went back to the bed to undress the sleeping boy While doing so he tried to avoid any contact as possible, Yamada looked at the clock 11:30pm Not sure if is father was home or not Yamada locked his door if anyone tries to come and wake him up in the morning he'll be ready. Yamada silently got in the bed facing Chinen with his hand propping up his head, he smiled to himself. " Tommorow morning will be interesting,,,Interesting indeed."
............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ OWARI~ This was a exciting chapter to write! im glad that i thought of this! \(^_^)/ I believe i am coming close to a writer's block =( Really happy with this because it's starting to get somewhere and the Takaki,Hikaru and Daiki problem will appear again in the next chappie. just trying to get Yamachii together frst. comment please because they are LOVE \(^_^)/
Summary: A sixteen year old boy name Chinen Yuri moves out of the city and into an apartment in town after his parents divorce.Now living with his mad mother, Chinen's neibor,a seventeen year old named Yamada Ryosuke also has divored parnets but instead of him living with his mom and in a apartment he lives in a beautiful home with his father along with maids,butlers and more. Eventually the Two become friends. Strangely the Older boy only comes out at night trying to hiding a secret in which Chinen and the world will soon find out if nothing is done. Notes: The entrires that chinen write are not day after day.
Warings:the rating Though out this fic will change.
"So how is he?" "Depending on the pain killers the doctor gave him He should wake within a hour or two" ""hm, who's there?" "Ah, Souka, Ja when he wakes up can you give this to him?" Oh!, No problem i'll just put it on the table. "Yuto?" "Should We contact his parents?" I think he can call them, we don't want them to be worried." "If you say so, Thank you Nakajima-kun for you help. "No problem...bye Chinen-kun!" "Wait don't go" *..........* "Yamada! Yamada!" His father yelled from the school gates. "Where are you!?" He walked in the middle of the school Yard passing a bush were Yamada was hiding ,trying to wipe the blood stains off his shirt. "Keep it down old man." Yamada whispered under his breath looking up once in a while at his father who was yelling and pacing back and forth. 'YAMADA!!!" His father yelled louder, Yamada covered his ears from the yell, annoyed he got up from the bushes going to his father "Shut up! Yamada snapped running up to his father placing his hands over his mouth. "They'll hear you,do you want them to come out and see me like this!?'' Mr.Yamada ignored Yamada snatching the hands away from his mouth. "What are you doing here!? I forbbidded you from this place!" "I don't know what im doing...but this boy he-" "What happened to your cloths? Mr.Yamada cut him off,Yamada did,did you...Mr Yamada grabbed the boy by his shirt. "I had too" Fool! Don't you know what's going to happen now Bringing the worlds together like this could mean disaster for all of us!" Yamada shugged" im not concered with them. The human and the vampires can never be in contact with each other!" Never, not in centries!" Mr.Yamada shook him rapidly. Yamada's eyes widen thinking about a certain some one he knew he shouldn't be concered about. "Never...together then-" "What about you? If the humans and vampires can't be together, what about me how is it that im here? alive breathing?, You and Mother she wasn't a vampire, what if chii-"Yamada bit down on his tongue stopping him from completing his sentence. What was he thinking almost telling his father about Chinen? What was he doing thinking about him? Yamada closed his mouth not wanting anymore unessesary things to slip out. IDIOT! Don't mention your mother ever again! Yamada swiftly grabbed his father's wrist, "watch who you're calling idiot." Yamada sqeezed his father's wrist twisting pulling it down from his shoulder. "Im not concerned with us all, just myself. And that kid...Daiki nothing but a stone on the road that you can kick aside, believe me, I shall be perfactly fine. Now let me pass." Yamada pushed past his father leaving the school grounds Mr Yamada's face cringed looking at his twisted wrist. Bending down on his knees Mr.Yamada watched has his son disappeared out of his sight. *.......* ''Ughh.. Chinen stirred around on the bed, "Your'e finally awake?" Chinen slowly sat up observing his surroundings finding himself still in his cloths laying on the patient bed. " hai Ow." Chinen felt pain shoot up to the side of his jaw rubbing his hand acrossed his face he felt the stiches running vertically down his cheek. "Sorry about that it will hurt for a week or so, try not to eat soild foods and avoid eating with a spoon that should ease the pain.' Chinen nodded still he wonder who brought him in? he tried to remember what happen on the rooftop Thinking about it only made his head hurt so he stopped. "Is this the hospital?" "Yes,But it's the school infirmary room, You can go home if you'd like but let me check your blood pressure first." Carefully the nurse wrapped the band around Chinen's arm checking the weight and pressure. "Alright, it about normal,if you rest for awhile it will surely go down to its regular state. The nurse smiled and gave him a assuring pat on the shoulder. "Okay you're free to go." Really? Chinen hopped down from the bed. He slipped on his shoes and jacket still wondering. "Oh, wait you left this!' i was told to give you this." "Hm, by who?" "Your friend Nakajima Yuto?" The nurse handed Chinen the journal. The journal was blue coverd with golden engraved stone flower vine fonts. Written at the top was his name engraved in golden italic letters,whoever did this made sure that the name will never come off the journal. Chinen flipped throught the pages finding them empty." There's nothing written in it." "Your friend told me that he found it on the rooftop when he went back up to get his bag,there were policemen there too,wonder what happened." Chinen shugged not wanting to think about it anymore. "I'll be going now,Thank you ma'am?" He slightly bowed before leaving. All the way home Chinen flipped through the pages of the journal making sure he didn't miss anything it was hard for him to do so with the journal itself containing at least two or three hundred pages. The boy poundered, who wanted him to have it? why? Chinen new one thing for sure his name at the top wasn't written or graved in his handwritting but someone elses His fingers alighted on the binding,startled Chinen's phone began to ring in his pocket. He answered the phone. "Chinen!" the voice gasped, glad you picked up I tryed earlier but there was no answer!" "Aunt?" How'd you get my number?" "Nevermind that this about your father!" Chinen stopped in his steps,"My what?" Your mother she.." Chinen felt a lead ball drop in his stomach. "Yes,Aunt what is it!" His Aunt paused composing her several seconds later she spoke. "Its your father, Your mother says he's come back!" Chinen felt like his heart stopped for a instant father? back? Of coruse he didn't believe his father would ever come back after all these years? The constant moving from home to home just because his mother couldn't pay the bills the rent. Moving place to place for the shouting and screaming his parents caused that could be heard through out the neiborhood. No it was a lie but somewhere deep inside Chinen didn't want it to be. Even though His father told him he was returning But lately , since he'd been worried about other things it was as if the thoughts of his father shifted to the back of his mind. Chinen felt guilty guilt rising and churning in his stomach, he'd given up, given up on his own father he's always done so but truthfully he didn't want to anymore tired of crying,screaming until his lungs gave out, sleepless nights the loneliness he didn't want it anymore. Trying his best no matter how the results turned out that's whst he wanted to do. "Did you see him, Aunt? with your own eyes?" "No, But your mother just told me over the phone." There was a pause no response from Chinen, He knew it wasn't true, but he believed anyway. His Aunt knew how Chinen was feeling, she waited for him to answer back. "Alright im on my way home now Thanks." Chinen shoved his phone in his pocket taking off. Chinen ran as fast as he could, seeing the apartment building in sight the boy picked up the pace. Finally He reached the porch steps standing in front of the door staring at the brass handles. was it possible for his father to return for so long? slowly he opened the door the main room was same as usual the lighs re on. Chinen quietly walked along the side of the walls holding his breath now and then. He brushed past the walls taking the steps two at a time. His mothers room was one flight up in a converted attic space. he came up to the door hesitating what would he do if his father was there what would he say? It was too dithering to think about, imagine, He knocked slightly. "Mother?" there was no response he might of heard faint giggling maybe his mind was playing with him. His mother had been bedridden ever since his father left them nervous tension, the physicians said nothing for it but rest and sleeping pills. Chinen opened the door "Mom daijoubou?" Muffled sounds came from within. "Can i come in..mom?" "Here that dear?" we have company?" Chinen's mother spoke in a sweet like tone. Chinen couldn't wait any longer bursting through the doors his head facing down. When he entered the room the lights were on showing a good sign. Slowly he raised his head, he knew were to look. "Chinen-kun, can't you see its me and your father's honeymoon?" Chinen's expression went apathetic, lethargic,Seeing the scene in front of him he knew excally what was going on. "We should have speakers on the outsides right dearest?" Chinen knew it was just an escalation of her madness. He lifted his head finding his mother on the couch clothed with her wedding dress, face coated with poorly applied makeup. Worst of all besided her laid a manikin of his father dressed in his wedding suit, the head covered with lipstick markings. "Can you come here?" his mother called him over. Chinen choked back a sob waliking over to the couch. "I know you want to spend time with us, But can we have a few minutes to ourselves?" Chinen didn't say a word instead his mother spranged up from her seat and hugged him. "Thank you Chinen-kun~" Chinen returned the hug though it felt like needles piercing through his stomach. "Your welcome...mother." his mom smiled happily with honesty. sitting back on the couch she returned back to her fantasy world. while Chinen's hopes left him like a summer's rainbow. Chinen left without looking back, dragging his feet outside to the apartments local playground. During all this time Chinen still had the journal in his hands placing it on his laps he began to cry. He couldn't take it anymore taking care of his mother by himself, the guilt and regret building up inside. It was Naïve of him to believe in his father, he should've learned his lesson the first time. Chinen sobbed louder placing his head on his laps to quite them down. It didn't work the pain was too great, to great to be silenced. *............* Yamada was holding his hands in his hair frustrated on what to do with his father, the boy he had an encounter with Arioka Daiki 'The human and the vampires can never be in contact with each other!" " Quiet" "Do you know what's going to happen now bringing the worlds together like this?" " Be Quiet! The human and the vampires can never be in contact with each other!" "What about you? "Shut up... You and Mother,she wasn't a vampire, what if chii-" "SHUT UP!" Yamada yelled swinging his arms back at the evening sky. Yamada walked faster pulling his hood closer to his face. He believed he had everything under control, planned out even, nothing disastrous was going to happen as long as he played his cards right. Yamada continued on with his thinking making his way to the back of his house "I'll deal with the police later, but what if-" "Im stupid..." Yamada heard a voice, walking back further behind his house. Yamada made his way to the back averting his eyes to a small figure on the bench. Yamada leaned over trying to figure out who it was, He got closer close enough seeing a boy with his head on his lap, repeating the same sentence over again, sometimes changing. "Its impossible, Its impossible, I hate myself, i hate myself..." "Chinen?" Yamada jogged over to the boy who's hands were covering his ears drowning out all sounds as possible. "You have the journal." Yamada smiled tapping Chinen on his back. The younger boy looked up, seeing Yamada there shocked him. Yamada stood there staring at the younger ones face stained with tears that the wind dried on his face. The older bot felt hurt inside seeing the sad expression on his face. Yamada? w,w,what.., leave me alone." Chinen sobbed wiping the dry tears away causing new ones to form. "No." Yamada sat down beside chinen pulling down the boy's hands wiping his tears. Honestly Yamada wanted to leave to go and leave Chinen to fix his own problems. He knew it was wrong Even though he knew what solitude felt like this is who he was a heartless being. Chinen looked up confusingly at the older boy "I t,t,thought you didn't w,want to be bothered with me, we couldn't be friends." Yamada shook his head there's no other option now, you can't be alone it hurts, it hurts you too much the loneliness." Yamada pulled Chinen into a hug as he cried his tears coming down furiously. Doing so Yamada felt weird inside feeling a new emotion that he couldn't describe with concrete details. He could only describe it as warmth the new feeling bothered him he hated it. Chinen embraced the older boy damping his shirt with his tears "Shhh... Yamada rubbed Chinen's back placing his chin on Chinen's head. Yamada's eyes widen sniffing the younger ones scent, he suddenly embraced Chinen tighter flaring his nose sniffing harder. He couldn't deny it he loved the smell of the younger boy in his arms, even since the day they met ever since he laid eyes on Chinen. Yamada wanted a taste he wanted it badly, But not here not yet not in the position he's in,he fought back the urge.Chinen noticed the sudden grip and cuddled deeper into the older boy's chest. Chinen missed it the warm hugs that weren't fake the safety and security, somehow he felt it in Yamada's arms. He could feel the inside of his chest starting another marathon he didn't know why this always happen around Yamada. Chinen didn't t trythinking about it too much too tired to think too exhausted. Chinen's eyes fluttered open and closed eventually they stayed shut quietly he feel fast asleep in the boy's arms. Yamada looked down at Chinen sleeping peacfully in his arms still feeling the akward warmth.It was gettng late the light poles flashed on leaving some areas in darkness, The wind started to blow making the trees wistle. Yamda bent down smelling Chinen's scent with the wind bowing it made it even strong. Yamda shivered he couldn't get enough. Yamada leaned down pressing his face to chinen's neck showing his teeth "Move!" Yamada pulled back shocked seeing if Chinen was awake "Move..bear!" Yamada sighed in relief he was only sleep talking. the older boy frowned what is he doing? Why is he so attracted to this boy? Was it weird for him to feel this way, towards a human, a boy? Yamada noticed Chinen coughing and shaking he as gettin cold. The older boy picked him up braidal style leaving the park Once in the front Yamada didn't bother to stop at chinen's apartment he ignored it pretending that it wasn't there. Yamda kept walking He quietly made his way to his front steps unlocking the door with one hand he slowly opened the it with his foot. Yamada scanned the place before going completly inside. No one was around. He took the chance to sneak up the stairs. Yamada's room was on the second floor while the guest room was one the third. Yamada found it safer fo Chinen to be in his room instead of the guest room. He tip-toed down the hallway looking all around him. "Young master is that you?" One of the maids came up the steps. "Hai, Im going to my room!" Yamada shouted down the hall "what is it that you're carrying, do you need any help?" the maid started after him. "No! go back downstairs!" Yamada yelled walked faster. "As you say sir." the maid scratched her head going down the stairs. Yamada blew out air as he entered his room he placed Chinen on the bed sitting down beside him. "Why do you live you don't have anthing so why?" The older boy stared at Chinen studying his face. "Why is he so...Yamada cringed trying to find the right words. innocent...that's not it" Yamada got off the bed heading towards his closet to find Chinen some cloths that he could sleep in. Once he found the cloths he went back to the bed to undress the sleeping boy While doing so he tried to avoid any contact as possible, Yamada looked at the clock 11:30pm Not sure if is father was home or not Yamada locked his door if anyone tries to come and wake him up in the morning he'll be ready. Yamada silently got in the bed facing Chinen with his hand propping up his head, he smiled to himself. " Tommorow morning will be interesting,,,Interesting indeed."
............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ OWARI~ This was a exciting chapter to write! im glad that i thought of this! \(^_^)/ I believe i am coming close to a writer's block =( Really happy with this because it's starting to get somewhere and the Takaki,Hikaru and Daiki problem will appear again in the next chappie. just trying to get Yamachii together frst. comment please because they are LOVE \(^_^)/