Aggravation...
Yes. I am aggravated. That I am missing Joseph and Chad's party. That I have missed nearly a week of work. That I am missing my family's Halloween festivities. All because of something I can't really do anything about. Except rest and take medicine. It just pisses me off, the horrible timing of this damn flu. Not that any time would be any more convenient....but I mean, the least it could have done was waited for a week when I only worked 3 or 4 days in the week, and didn't really have anything planned. Maybe then I wouldn't feel so bad, since I wouldn't really be missing out on anything. But of all weeks, I had to get sick when I worked 5 days, one of which was the lock-in which was tonight. I had to miss out on seeing people that I don't get to see very often. I miss out on my parent's decorations, when Halloween is their favorite holiday and go all out every year to make something spectacular.
I really try to calm myself down, but it's so hard. This really bothers me. I hate missing out on so much fun on account of some dipshit who got me sick, more than likely at XScape. Now all I can do is look at the pictures. Like that will really make me feel like I'm there....
When I went to the doctor's office last, they said I weighed 115lb with sweatpants and the Absolute XScape shirt on. Possibly even my pink sweater. Meaning my real weight now is possibly 112-113-ish? I used to weigh in between 120-130 at one time. Being sick is definitely not the way I envisioned losing weight. It is not the way I wanted to lose weight at all....
On a more positive note, Mike and I made two pumpkin pies and roasted some pumpkin seeds. It was all yummy, and this has been the first day that any trace of an appetite has come back. Except for now, since I'm feeling kind of meh. Haven't really had a fever, but still have a pretty nasty cough.
Being sick right now is just really depressing. Like, when I get better, I don't even want it mentioned anymore. I don't mind looking at pictures and I don't mind people telling me what went on at the party...but I will get so pissed off at the first person who even dare says, "OMG, I can't believe you missed it. You should have been there." I wanted to be there so bad. But I couldn't. Because I'm sick. Thank you swine flu for ruining my Halloween this year. THANKS A LOT.
I really try to calm myself down, but it's so hard. This really bothers me. I hate missing out on so much fun on account of some dipshit who got me sick, more than likely at XScape. Now all I can do is look at the pictures. Like that will really make me feel like I'm there....
When I went to the doctor's office last, they said I weighed 115lb with sweatpants and the Absolute XScape shirt on. Possibly even my pink sweater. Meaning my real weight now is possibly 112-113-ish? I used to weigh in between 120-130 at one time. Being sick is definitely not the way I envisioned losing weight. It is not the way I wanted to lose weight at all....
On a more positive note, Mike and I made two pumpkin pies and roasted some pumpkin seeds. It was all yummy, and this has been the first day that any trace of an appetite has come back. Except for now, since I'm feeling kind of meh. Haven't really had a fever, but still have a pretty nasty cough.
Being sick right now is just really depressing. Like, when I get better, I don't even want it mentioned anymore. I don't mind looking at pictures and I don't mind people telling me what went on at the party...but I will get so pissed off at the first person who even dare says, "OMG, I can't believe you missed it. You should have been there." I wanted to be there so bad. But I couldn't. Because I'm sick. Thank you swine flu for ruining my Halloween this year. THANKS A LOT.