feeling alone
It's saturday and i find myself in my room doing absolutely nothing. Everyone is gone. Off to some party no doubt. Today or actually yesterday was one very frustrating day. A lot of stuff happened and right now my mind is racing and i can't help but feel like i'm the only one experiencing it all. I know people will tell me i'm not alone but right now, i'm feeling that. there are a lot of stuff i have to deal with. My mind is confused, tired and overall just frustrated at the world and myself. I find myself stumbling and dizzy from everything. I don't know where to turn because i don't even know where i'm going. I find myself listening to songs like amazed and savage garden's truly, madly, deeply and somehow and in some way i find that comforting. I really like those songs. It's especially comforting in times where i seem to lash out at people for things they don't even understand. It's hard to be around those who don't get u right away. It's like they're starting to get to know u only to find that they're disappointed by who u are. i'm tired of the world and for once wish that i could just sleep through it all.