It hurts so badly

[1_unfixable_sin]

It hurts when you lose someone. It hurts even more when u lose someone because of you. I had someone who loved me more than i could ever love myself but i threw that away because i couldn't be strong. I didn't know what i wanted. What i thought i wanted, wasn't what i wanted at all. I wish the saying "u don't know what u have until u lose it" wasn'

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[anonymous]

I hate to sound callous, but there will be other relationships. Its obvious you've just gotten out of one, despite how veiled and cryptic you made this post. Your young and you haven't yet met all the people you are going to meet. You may love this person, but that doesn't mean you won't love other people too. You have to realize the end of a relationship is not the end of the world. But if you choose to look at it that way, it might as well be. You may think your in the worst position ever, but your not. There are people suffering in far worse situations that you could not even imagine. Yes, you hurt, but you are not dead and you have opportunities open to you, so don't wallow in it. And to be a bit cliche, there are people in LA that have lost their loved ones for good. You've lost something, but you haven't experienced loss like those people have. This may seem like I'm a real jerk, but I'm just trying ot put it in perspective. It sucks that your sad, but you'll heal. Move on and realize how lucky you are to be alive and have the opportunities you do.

[1_unfixable_sin]

you are such an insensitive ass. I'm not saying it's the end of the world and yes i know there are other people suffering far worse than i am. If u take me to be some ignorant and arrogant person u are dead wrong and don't know me at all. I express my feelings and u tell me i'm wrong to feel that way. I know all what u're saying. I will love others. I never said i wouldn't. It's just right now, this is how i feel. If that is wrong, then honestly i don't understand why u're reading this. I know how lucky i am. I don't take that for granted but right now, i'm going through something u could never understand or feel. Don't list urself anonymous. I want to know who u are so that i can find u and explain myself.

[1_unfixable_sin]

in addition, i wasn't hiding anything. This post damn right makes it obvious what i'm talking about. I didn't want to reveal who the person was and fact is i called that respectful. You would be an idiot not to know what i was talking about.