so little time
This entry is gonna be a major update on what has been happening in my life so far. That includes frustrations, fears and some happy thoughts.
Frustrations: This darn lap top is pissing me off. Everytime I type something really fast, it just freaks out and goes back to a spot in my sentence and i continue typing. for example: I could be typing and the -ing would turn out to be inbetween could and be. This really sucks. does anyone know how to stop that? oh, in addition, my taskbar is being stupid. When i minimize my windows, the window completely disappears and i can't find it to open it again. I have no idea what is up with the comp. I don't think i screwed it up on my own... at least i hope not.
Sad stuff: POOOOOOOORRRR RYDER! two days ago he fell out of susan's hands and landed on the pavement and broke three of his toes. my poor baby. We had to bring him to the emergency room and they put his entire right leg in a cast so he can't really walk around anymore. :( this really sucks. i'm such a bad parent. they gave him pain medication and said he would be okay in 4 weeks but gosh that is such a long time. I hope he gets better soon. i love him so much.
Fears: By Saturday some of my closest friends will be gone. Off to college and leaving me behind. I'm going to miss them so much. I'll have really no one to call. Nick will be gone by Saturday and that's really hard to deal with right now because I still have a week left before uw starts. I'm going to miss him like crazy along with my other friends. He and I are still going to stay together through college well hopefully and see if we can make it. I really hope we can. I wish we had more time to spend with each other (friends, b/f and all). It's like u get to know them and have known them for so long and then suddenly one day, everyone just goes on their own way and keeping in contact the way u use to doesn't feel the same. Wow right now, this whole college thing is making me really sad. For those who are going away, I'm going to miss u guys so much but perhaps, i can visit you during the weekends. Have fun at college. Be good.
Happy thoughts: Well at this moment, there seem to be very few of those considering all that is going on right now. well, ryder is doing okay. He wants to walk and run around but the doctor says he can't so the poor baby just sits all day long or sleeps. However, he still is active in that he likes to bite my fingers and roll around. another happy thought, i find that getting to know people at the uw is very easy and fun. The incoming freshmen seem very nice. well the ones i've gotten to know so far. At first i thought they would be the kind of people who are like "Get away from me. I'm too cool for you" but now, i see that there are some really interesting people out there.
okay now i'm done posting a new entry. It doesn't seem long at all, now does it? anywaz, if u guys have time, a few comments would be really appreciated. I need someone to talk to :(
Frustrations: This darn lap top is pissing me off. Everytime I type something really fast, it just freaks out and goes back to a spot in my sentence and i continue typing. for example: I could be typing and the -ing would turn out to be inbetween could and be. This really sucks. does anyone know how to stop that? oh, in addition, my taskbar is being stupid. When i minimize my windows, the window completely disappears and i can't find it to open it again. I have no idea what is up with the comp. I don't think i screwed it up on my own... at least i hope not.
Sad stuff: POOOOOOOORRRR RYDER! two days ago he fell out of susan's hands and landed on the pavement and broke three of his toes. my poor baby. We had to bring him to the emergency room and they put his entire right leg in a cast so he can't really walk around anymore. :( this really sucks. i'm such a bad parent. they gave him pain medication and said he would be okay in 4 weeks but gosh that is such a long time. I hope he gets better soon. i love him so much.
Fears: By Saturday some of my closest friends will be gone. Off to college and leaving me behind. I'm going to miss them so much. I'll have really no one to call. Nick will be gone by Saturday and that's really hard to deal with right now because I still have a week left before uw starts. I'm going to miss him like crazy along with my other friends. He and I are still going to stay together through college well hopefully and see if we can make it. I really hope we can. I wish we had more time to spend with each other (friends, b/f and all). It's like u get to know them and have known them for so long and then suddenly one day, everyone just goes on their own way and keeping in contact the way u use to doesn't feel the same. Wow right now, this whole college thing is making me really sad. For those who are going away, I'm going to miss u guys so much but perhaps, i can visit you during the weekends. Have fun at college. Be good.
Happy thoughts: Well at this moment, there seem to be very few of those considering all that is going on right now. well, ryder is doing okay. He wants to walk and run around but the doctor says he can't so the poor baby just sits all day long or sleeps. However, he still is active in that he likes to bite my fingers and roll around. another happy thought, i find that getting to know people at the uw is very easy and fun. The incoming freshmen seem very nice. well the ones i've gotten to know so far. At first i thought they would be the kind of people who are like "Get away from me. I'm too cool for you" but now, i see that there are some really interesting people out there.
okay now i'm done posting a new entry. It doesn't seem long at all, now does it? anywaz, if u guys have time, a few comments would be really appreciated. I need someone to talk to :(