enough IS enough
U know i've gotten to the point where i thought being nice was a GREAT thing but it isn't. I mean why shouldn't we all be nice to each other... but then i realized along the way that u may be nice to people but there are real assholes who don't care and will dislike u whether or not u're nice to them or not. Since i've realized that, I'm carrying around the attitude of FUCK u all. It isn't a nice one at all i know but for once in my life, I realized i can't nor will i let people push me around. Since when was it okay for people to be cruel and have u take their shit. Honestly, I'm not up for that nor will i stand for that. I tried to be nice today. Really i did but u know what, the world doesn't care if i'm nice or not. In fact, the world doesn't even give that i'm here talking about this. I just realized today that being mean and pissed off at the world is really lots of work and noone cares but you, however being nice gets u nothing but a big fuck u from a lot of people. Oh i'll stay nice for the most part, but don't think i'll be there to be ur slave when life is a bitch. I'm through with that. People don't seem to care what u really do for them. It's a lot like the transition from high school to college. U're there with the same people for almost all ur life and then u realize that when u go to college, they won't even need u anymore. U're lucky if they can remember you.
Why am i posting this? It's because I've had a really rough day. REALLY ROUGH. I've come to see that people don't really change. well actually some do by some sort of miracle but often people like to go back to their old ways despite them putting on a show of "I'VE CHANGED! I REALLY HAVE!"... i tend to look at stuff like that with a "yea right" I want to believe that people can change, however I have yet to see it. I guess it's one of those "I won't believe it until i see it kind of deals". I know u probably don't care that I think this and think this bulletin is a piece of shit and a waste of ur time and mine but u know what, fact is, u're still reading this after all that and that means u're at least interested. Congrats. Enough of my ravings. I'm tired. Tired of not getting what I put out but then again, was i really expecting anything from a world that happens to be rather selfish?
Why am i posting this? It's because I've had a really rough day. REALLY ROUGH. I've come to see that people don't really change. well actually some do by some sort of miracle but often people like to go back to their old ways despite them putting on a show of "I'VE CHANGED! I REALLY HAVE!"... i tend to look at stuff like that with a "yea right" I want to believe that people can change, however I have yet to see it. I guess it's one of those "I won't believe it until i see it kind of deals". I know u probably don't care that I think this and think this bulletin is a piece of shit and a waste of ur time and mine but u know what, fact is, u're still reading this after all that and that means u're at least interested. Congrats. Enough of my ravings. I'm tired. Tired of not getting what I put out but then again, was i really expecting anything from a world that happens to be rather selfish?