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So I just got back from Smalley's a lil while ago. A few people went to visit Melanie and of course she hooked us up! Today was not only Christines birthday(love ya girl) but a 2 hour delay which are the best ever! So the day went by pretty fast which was good.
So I got into Albany which I was soo excited about. Me and Lindsay are 99% sure we are going there. It's weird that I'm making the final decision about college. I'll save this for another entry but every time I think of moving away I think of soo many memories I've had and how little we all used to be. There are so many people that I love so much, and many of them I miss TOO much.
This is to Erin: Erin girl I just want you to know what a special person you are. I know that you feel like it's hard for people to understand you. I know why, it's because you are such a unique amazing person. You are not like anyone I know and I truely cherish each and every memory w/ you (even if they are on-line ll). College is only a small part of growing up and whether or not you feel like you screwed up or not I know you will pull through in the end. Next year we wont be near eachother but you will have your hot new laptop and we can talk everynight and make eachother laugh out loud. I am so sad that you feel so low and I wish there was more things I can do than just say a few words. You WILL make the right decision in the end and being overwhelmed is something that people like me and you always have to deal with bc were jsut little cry babies but thast ok! I'm always here for you.
Collin I know you won't see this but I miss you so much. I hate how we already didn't talk for 2 weeks before you left. I hope that you are okay and just know when you come home you have so many people here for you. I hope something stupid like one fight will prevent us from being good friends again. I miss you.
Dave I don't know what happened but I'm sorry the way our friendship has dwindled down to a hello in the hallway. I tried to call and say Happy Birthday but we still havn't talked. Just know that no matter what I will always heart the goodtimes with you. Even at 6:30 a.m. you always found a way to make me laugh and I could always tell you anything and everything. I miss you and I hope one day things can be back to normal.
Jessica Joy Marchi, I know you will definitely never read this. But I can't even begin to tell you what you mean to me. It's amazing how we can call eachother crying at anytime about anything, and understand eachother perfectly. You always have been my best friend ever since we were 2 and nothing will change that. Especially since we peomised eachother when we were little that we were gonna be eachothers bride's maid. I know your down in the dumps but I look up to you so much. 98 average, 19th in your class, president of your class, 1250 SAT, captain of the cheerleading team(persident of the band club hahahahah). There are so many assets that make you such an amazing person, even if you weren't such a nerd. lol I miss you and thank you for being the best ever. NO GUY (EVEN FAG DANCER JAMIE) can make you feel inferior!
I don't care if anyone thinks I am cheesey or writing this for attention. Because no one really reads this anyway. I am leaving for college in less than 6 months and it's such a scary thought to loose certain people that have made such an impact on me.
Now I guess I'll be even more of a nostalgic/whiney/sad little baby and make some collages with all the pics that have been just sitting in my closet.
So I got into Albany which I was soo excited about. Me and Lindsay are 99% sure we are going there. It's weird that I'm making the final decision about college. I'll save this for another entry but every time I think of moving away I think of soo many memories I've had and how little we all used to be. There are so many people that I love so much, and many of them I miss TOO much.
This is to Erin: Erin girl I just want you to know what a special person you are. I know that you feel like it's hard for people to understand you. I know why, it's because you are such a unique amazing person. You are not like anyone I know and I truely cherish each and every memory w/ you (even if they are on-line ll). College is only a small part of growing up and whether or not you feel like you screwed up or not I know you will pull through in the end. Next year we wont be near eachother but you will have your hot new laptop and we can talk everynight and make eachother laugh out loud. I am so sad that you feel so low and I wish there was more things I can do than just say a few words. You WILL make the right decision in the end and being overwhelmed is something that people like me and you always have to deal with bc were jsut little cry babies but thast ok! I'm always here for you.
Collin I know you won't see this but I miss you so much. I hate how we already didn't talk for 2 weeks before you left. I hope that you are okay and just know when you come home you have so many people here for you. I hope something stupid like one fight will prevent us from being good friends again. I miss you.
Dave I don't know what happened but I'm sorry the way our friendship has dwindled down to a hello in the hallway. I tried to call and say Happy Birthday but we still havn't talked. Just know that no matter what I will always heart the goodtimes with you. Even at 6:30 a.m. you always found a way to make me laugh and I could always tell you anything and everything. I miss you and I hope one day things can be back to normal.
Jessica Joy Marchi, I know you will definitely never read this. But I can't even begin to tell you what you mean to me. It's amazing how we can call eachother crying at anytime about anything, and understand eachother perfectly. You always have been my best friend ever since we were 2 and nothing will change that. Especially since we peomised eachother when we were little that we were gonna be eachothers bride's maid. I know your down in the dumps but I look up to you so much. 98 average, 19th in your class, president of your class, 1250 SAT, captain of the cheerleading team(persident of the band club hahahahah). There are so many assets that make you such an amazing person, even if you weren't such a nerd. lol I miss you and thank you for being the best ever. NO GUY (EVEN FAG DANCER JAMIE) can make you feel inferior!
I don't care if anyone thinks I am cheesey or writing this for attention. Because no one really reads this anyway. I am leaving for college in less than 6 months and it's such a scary thought to loose certain people that have made such an impact on me.
Now I guess I'll be even more of a nostalgic/whiney/sad little baby and make some collages with all the pics that have been just sitting in my closet.