damn it'z been a while...
yea i been tellin myself that i was gonna start journaling again... but i've been too lazy to actually start.
sad huh?
i sit at the comp for hrs a day... and am too lazy to write bout myself. haha
oh well- here it goes.................
i dont even know where i left off...
PROM---> was wack. [thanks a lot al'sean!! *COUGH COUGH*]
-no dimming lights
-stupid dj
-sucky after-parties
>>> batman was my date- which was cool n all... but it was all kinds of fuckin last minute. he jus wore slacks n a button up shirt, which i dont care cuz its jus dancing- i jus wish i hadnt relied so much on the other shit. oh well.
>>> i did have fun tho- batman always has me laughing and i loved kickin it wit my girls: mai, kim, & steph...
i think i had more fun at the sweetheart dance or the crystal ball. oh well. i looked sexy at all 3 so its all good. xP lolz.
ANDREW---> so not worth it.
-tried to play me
-wasted my time
-i found out
-shit hit the fan
-nearly beat his ass on the walkway
>>>>BUT--> revenge is sweet. and i planned mines out ahead of time [thnx to mai]. his name was chachi.
CHACHI--> was a regretful incident.
-wat the FUCK happened to miguel'z homeboyz being 'playaz n pimpz'?! the niggaz who NEVER fall for no braud... and it'z all in the name of fun and good times?!
- yea so i guess i have this 'spell' (as mai put it) that makes these guyz get 'foreal' on me n shit. n i unintentionally hurt chachi- which sux cuz i did like him... but then there was andrew.
- i dunno- point is... things didnt go the way either of us wanted... and sometimes i wish i could go back n do it all over again, differently.
-chipoodle was fckin amazing tho. xD
^^^^^^^back to andrew^^^^^^^
-a few weeks after all the shit goes down wit andrew- he's all apologizing n beggin for forgiveness and another chance at friendship n shit.
-even after andrew finds out all the dirty lil secrets bout chachi... he still wants to be my friend.
-i give him bloody hell for it for like a good 2-3months... treat him like straight shit... and he was still steady tryin to earn back my trust and friendship.
-finally gave in like a week ago n said we could be friends again--- official friends again. (before i was already talkin to him like a friend again, i jus told him that i didnt consider him one and i wasnt his... i dunno- its stupid and complicated)
JAIME---> is my new BOYFRIEND!!!
-yea, lil before graduation- mai sucked me into another one of those traps.
-23yrs old. UTA. majoring in mechanical engineering. sda. --- lil bro is chopz.
-oh yea, and he's an asshole. (but i'ma bitch- so it works, in some weird, twisted way)
-went from having a girlfriend/fiancee of 3yrs-- to meeting me-- to being single and trying to talk to me.
^^^the two are totally unrelated, no seriously, they are^^^
-gave him a hard time, played IMPOSSIBLE to get for like 2 1/2 months... then finally gave in 2 days ago.
-lots more....... but i'm too sleepy.
ah.... update more tomorrow... maybe. hopefully.
i'll try.
sad huh?
i sit at the comp for hrs a day... and am too lazy to write bout myself. haha
oh well- here it goes.................
i dont even know where i left off...
PROM---> was wack. [thanks a lot al'sean!! *COUGH COUGH*]
-no dimming lights
-stupid dj
-sucky after-parties
>>> batman was my date- which was cool n all... but it was all kinds of fuckin last minute. he jus wore slacks n a button up shirt, which i dont care cuz its jus dancing- i jus wish i hadnt relied so much on the other shit. oh well.
>>> i did have fun tho- batman always has me laughing and i loved kickin it wit my girls: mai, kim, & steph...
i think i had more fun at the sweetheart dance or the crystal ball. oh well. i looked sexy at all 3 so its all good. xP lolz.
ANDREW---> so not worth it.
-tried to play me
-wasted my time
-i found out
-shit hit the fan
-nearly beat his ass on the walkway
>>>>BUT--> revenge is sweet. and i planned mines out ahead of time [thnx to mai]. his name was chachi.
CHACHI--> was a regretful incident.
-wat the FUCK happened to miguel'z homeboyz being 'playaz n pimpz'?! the niggaz who NEVER fall for no braud... and it'z all in the name of fun and good times?!
- yea so i guess i have this 'spell' (as mai put it) that makes these guyz get 'foreal' on me n shit. n i unintentionally hurt chachi- which sux cuz i did like him... but then there was andrew.
- i dunno- point is... things didnt go the way either of us wanted... and sometimes i wish i could go back n do it all over again, differently.
-chipoodle was fckin amazing tho. xD
^^^^^^^back to andrew^^^^^^^
-a few weeks after all the shit goes down wit andrew- he's all apologizing n beggin for forgiveness and another chance at friendship n shit.
-even after andrew finds out all the dirty lil secrets bout chachi... he still wants to be my friend.
-i give him bloody hell for it for like a good 2-3months... treat him like straight shit... and he was still steady tryin to earn back my trust and friendship.
-finally gave in like a week ago n said we could be friends again--- official friends again. (before i was already talkin to him like a friend again, i jus told him that i didnt consider him one and i wasnt his... i dunno- its stupid and complicated)
JAIME---> is my new BOYFRIEND!!!
-yea, lil before graduation- mai sucked me into another one of those traps.
-23yrs old. UTA. majoring in mechanical engineering. sda. --- lil bro is chopz.
-oh yea, and he's an asshole. (but i'ma bitch- so it works, in some weird, twisted way)
-went from having a girlfriend/fiancee of 3yrs-- to meeting me-- to being single and trying to talk to me.
^^^the two are totally unrelated, no seriously, they are^^^
-gave him a hard time, played IMPOSSIBLE to get for like 2 1/2 months... then finally gave in 2 days ago.
-lots more....... but i'm too sleepy.
ah.... update more tomorrow... maybe. hopefully.
i'll try.