old memories of emotionz
"In my mind, I'll always be his lady,
In my mind, I'll always be his girl,
Only time, will tell if I'm his lady,
But in my mind, I'll always be his girl..."
damn- the sad thing is, i feel sympathy for K cuz i know how it felt. who woulda guessed we'd go thru the same thing, and even turn out to be real cool after all this. crazy how things work out huh?
it'z not that the feelingz are still there... but after going thru shyt like that- you can't ever really 4get how it felt.
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anywayz- on a brighter note... mikey came ova 2day! yuhz! we ended up falling asleep on the cough tho... awww it wuz so sweet. *butterflies*
we had a "grrr" period and ended up going on a 1-day "chill" (break)... craziness. i'm not gonna go into detail b/c obviously it wuzn't that big a deal. but basically- he called it. changed his mind a few hours later- but i kept it on until the next day. we both shed a lotta tearz (him more than me surprisingly) and now we're great once more. xD
OMG- *diez* all ma seniorz are leaving me!!! NOOOO!!! it sux so much ass- some of them i JUST got to kno this year... and then they're gone b4 i kno it. but wutz gonna be worse is sayin goodbye to those i've known for a good while... (i.e.- al'sean, nahom, matthew) -sigh-
i got a pic w/ nahom 2day. i almost started to cry. he'z been w/ me since the DESA days. he'z a major reason why i came to townview at all. he called me countless times ma 8th grade year, around the time i needed to start deciding where i wanted to go, n convinced me to put townview as ma first choice instead of booker t.
matthew used to be ma retarded bus buddy. he'z a trip. i'ma miss him. i still miss ernesto (graduated last year) and kris (graduated 2yrs ago)- i haven't talked to eitha one of them recently. damn. but anyways- w/o matthew- who am i gonna talk about "flying dildo's" with and invent remote controls and other contraptions to go along w/ it?!?! who else is gonna laugh their asses off w/ me at a deck of egyptian porno cards?! ahh, so many inside jokes.
and of course there'z al'sean. -deep breath- man, ur prolly gonna be one of the hardest pplz to say goodbye to. you've been ma bus buddy for the past 2yrz now. how am i gonna tolerate those damn freshman and soon-to-be-sophmores next year?! i'ma end up killing them all!!! man- why do you have to leave?! wait! i have a brilliant idea- how bout u jus chill on the whole college thing so u can still come by n hang out w/ me next year!?!?! xD psh- i mean, college, plz- it'z SO over-rated... ryte?! hehe... ... ... damn... so i guess that'z a no huh? meh- it wuz worth a try. i'ma miss you buddy- you better keep in touch. *shakes fist*
ok- well i'm sleepy now. must go mimis. love to all. muahz.
In my mind, I'll always be his girl,
Only time, will tell if I'm his lady,
But in my mind, I'll always be his girl..."
damn- the sad thing is, i feel sympathy for K cuz i know how it felt. who woulda guessed we'd go thru the same thing, and even turn out to be real cool after all this. crazy how things work out huh?
it'z not that the feelingz are still there... but after going thru shyt like that- you can't ever really 4get how it felt.
_______________________________________________________________
anywayz- on a brighter note... mikey came ova 2day! yuhz! we ended up falling asleep on the cough tho... awww it wuz so sweet. *butterflies*
we had a "grrr" period and ended up going on a 1-day "chill" (break)... craziness. i'm not gonna go into detail b/c obviously it wuzn't that big a deal. but basically- he called it. changed his mind a few hours later- but i kept it on until the next day. we both shed a lotta tearz (him more than me surprisingly) and now we're great once more. xD
OMG- *diez* all ma seniorz are leaving me!!! NOOOO!!! it sux so much ass- some of them i JUST got to kno this year... and then they're gone b4 i kno it. but wutz gonna be worse is sayin goodbye to those i've known for a good while... (i.e.- al'sean, nahom, matthew) -sigh-
i got a pic w/ nahom 2day. i almost started to cry. he'z been w/ me since the DESA days. he'z a major reason why i came to townview at all. he called me countless times ma 8th grade year, around the time i needed to start deciding where i wanted to go, n convinced me to put townview as ma first choice instead of booker t.
matthew used to be ma retarded bus buddy. he'z a trip. i'ma miss him. i still miss ernesto (graduated last year) and kris (graduated 2yrs ago)- i haven't talked to eitha one of them recently. damn. but anyways- w/o matthew- who am i gonna talk about "flying dildo's" with and invent remote controls and other contraptions to go along w/ it?!?! who else is gonna laugh their asses off w/ me at a deck of egyptian porno cards?! ahh, so many inside jokes.
and of course there'z al'sean. -deep breath- man, ur prolly gonna be one of the hardest pplz to say goodbye to. you've been ma bus buddy for the past 2yrz now. how am i gonna tolerate those damn freshman and soon-to-be-sophmores next year?! i'ma end up killing them all!!! man- why do you have to leave?! wait! i have a brilliant idea- how bout u jus chill on the whole college thing so u can still come by n hang out w/ me next year!?!?! xD psh- i mean, college, plz- it'z SO over-rated... ryte?! hehe... ... ... damn... so i guess that'z a no huh? meh- it wuz worth a try. i'ma miss you buddy- you better keep in touch. *shakes fist*
ok- well i'm sleepy now. must go mimis. love to all. muahz.