Feb 21, 2008 01:47
i moved. now the rest right now is up to not me and im waiting. and waiting. meanwhile fuck free expression when it rapes my shoes. i would rather walk the tracks than be unwillingly subjected to volatile carcinogens i never paid for. im so tired of anyones bullshit opinions and everyone elses sardonic wit that seeks to balance and mock the entire process. im so fucking saturated. also i dont want your cookies even a little and would rather be accosted for spare change than spare even a minute for the environment at this point. so completely sold on belgrade lakes recently and when my e-trade works out positive more ill make that picture frame my window. my mom sent me cookies. ones that i actually did want with a note she gave my dad for valentines day from the cats. that reminded me about how steve is trying to get this book published undercover. i hope with almost all of the hope afforded to me for the next few months that wasnt crushed and then spit on tonight by mike patrick that this works out for him. the rest is fingers crossed focused over job insecurity not being a genetic or a viral thing that my white blood cells cant box out.