decay
im tired of trading my memory for normal. its becoming way too noticeable. i couldnt tell you today from yesterday or the day before that from last week. i probably wasnt even there. right now i would rather breathe through a straw and worry about the consequences of nuclear proliferation. maybe i even forgot how to do that. it kind of seems like either way ill still dread the uncertain and avoid the unfamiliar the only difference being whether in theory or practice. i could teach you a thing or two about disconnect. i would stress its impracticality and its futility. and maybe someone can teach me about chemistry again. i would also like the cure for irony or a tangible means to an end, but would settle for a falafel and a coke on your terms. ill wait.