i live my life like the captain of a sinking ship
sooo fun nite last nite.....ilima asia and jackie were over..we went to the kissman's for a little bit then met up with jess and over to wall park to see lauren and larissa, some abington kids and geege and all them...then jackie asia, ilima and jess slept over......
*i hate you all. i really do. i mean ur all just too fucking cute. except some of you are really cool. and i like hanging out with you. but i just cant anymore. and i know you all think im a crazy psychobitch, flipping out over stupid little things for stupid reasons, but its not about that. its about so much other stuff that im dealing with that i dont even understand so i need you to just try to leave me alone and get thru it. but i feel like being around you just makes me more upset. so im gonna stop, for me, i need to hang out with other people who make me feel more positive for a while. because i love you guys, but lately i think you all dont like me because i have been a bitch, but it doesnt have that much to do wiht you guys. sometimes i cant stand you though, with your lying and idiocness and smoking and coupling up. so now its kind of a big mess, and things are thought of me that aren't true. and it sucks cause some of my best friends want to hang out with you and go out with you and i dont want them to not do what they want and have fun. so im gonna step back, and leave for a while.
soo i think i wanna start cello again...hmm guitar and cello...we'll see how long this lasts...and my guitar teacher is bringing me a mandolin to play around with...
pasta party for swimming tonite!! i made cupcakes with vanilla frosting and blue and gold sprinkles...holler.
saw an ex last nite...realized AGAIN that i still have feelings and anyone who knows who im talking about may think its stupid but i can explain..i think...this sucks. why am i so fucking retarded?
so my one uncle is suing my other uncle on my dad's side, broke into the other one's store and broke a 5 ft window, they're all fuckin fighting and its hurting our store, which has been going downhill anyway, they're such 5 year olds.
adam ryan temme is coming home december 17th! i cant believe i havent seen my brother in two years. im so excited and i've missed him. but its gonna be weird...cause its almost like hes not my brother...since i never see him.
i really do not want this week to start...first swim meet tuesday!! scurry...i probably wont even race though..
XMAS IS IN 20 DAYS!! yay good times...and NEW YEARS!!
Lo
You've got a more comfortable style and aren't the leader of the bitches but you are in the club. You're spoiled and love sushi!!!
*i hate you all. i really do. i mean ur all just too fucking cute. except some of you are really cool. and i like hanging out with you. but i just cant anymore. and i know you all think im a crazy psychobitch, flipping out over stupid little things for stupid reasons, but its not about that. its about so much other stuff that im dealing with that i dont even understand so i need you to just try to leave me alone and get thru it. but i feel like being around you just makes me more upset. so im gonna stop, for me, i need to hang out with other people who make me feel more positive for a while. because i love you guys, but lately i think you all dont like me because i have been a bitch, but it doesnt have that much to do wiht you guys. sometimes i cant stand you though, with your lying and idiocness and smoking and coupling up. so now its kind of a big mess, and things are thought of me that aren't true. and it sucks cause some of my best friends want to hang out with you and go out with you and i dont want them to not do what they want and have fun. so im gonna step back, and leave for a while.
soo i think i wanna start cello again...hmm guitar and cello...we'll see how long this lasts...and my guitar teacher is bringing me a mandolin to play around with...
pasta party for swimming tonite!! i made cupcakes with vanilla frosting and blue and gold sprinkles...holler.
saw an ex last nite...realized AGAIN that i still have feelings and anyone who knows who im talking about may think its stupid but i can explain..i think...this sucks. why am i so fucking retarded?
so my one uncle is suing my other uncle on my dad's side, broke into the other one's store and broke a 5 ft window, they're all fuckin fighting and its hurting our store, which has been going downhill anyway, they're such 5 year olds.
adam ryan temme is coming home december 17th! i cant believe i havent seen my brother in two years. im so excited and i've missed him. but its gonna be weird...cause its almost like hes not my brother...since i never see him.
i really do not want this week to start...first swim meet tuesday!! scurry...i probably wont even race though..
XMAS IS IN 20 DAYS!! yay good times...and NEW YEARS!!
Lo
You've got a more comfortable style and aren't the leader of the bitches but you are in the club. You're spoiled and love sushi!!!