Feb 01, 2006 17:21
Better than I was in the last post. I'm not good at communicating my feelings in a timely manner. Instead I let things boil on low until it just all comes out in a sloppy mess. It's a character defect I suppose, and one that needs work. I haven't had any alkyhol in a coupla days and I feel pretty good. I haven't "quit" so to speak, but simply am stopping for a moment or two. If I feel like I've quit and can never drink again, then all the more do I want that next beer or whatever. I guess it's just a mind game with myself. Anyway, it can't hurt any to not imbibe for a bit. Like I said, I feel pretty good. Just watch, tonight we get a half-case after the meeting. HAhaha, that would be funny.