Nov 06, 2006 19:54
I have decided that I want to be a genie. I want to be able to wiggle my nose or bow my head and things will go my way or the answer will appear. I am at the point where I am sick and tired of school and I can't seem to get out!! I am supposed to graduate in December of '07, but that just seems so far away. I know they say that time flies by....but oh how I wish that maybe it flew by for the things that I didn't like but not so much for the things I need more time on. I am not really sure about accounting, I am just stuck. I am not too happy with it, but I do have aspects of that major in which I find fascinating. I know this is dorky and crazy (and never in a million years would I have thought I would say this) but I actually like to research for tax cases. It is kind of like investigating, but investigating to advise someone on what they can deduct on their income taxes, etc. Maybe accounting is where I am supposed to be, but I just can't seem to get a good teacher for the major that knows how to explain it so that those of us who have never had to do anything affiliated with mass finances can understand it. I have only found one teacher that really knows her stuff. The rest of them, I question how they were approved to teach.
I have decided that any form of a dating life is to be nonexistant until I can scratch my way out of college. That is unless the guy is a great motivator for me and can help me to get out of here. Is it bad when you have guys that are interested in you, but you just aren't interested in them like that? I semi got asked out on a date last week, and I just kinda turned him down. Nice guy, just not for me. Ohh...and I hate those really gay pick up lines by the way.
Honestly, things aren't really going terribly in my life. I just want some things to settle and other things to pick up the pace. I feel like it is dramatic mass chaos that is continually building up. Everything is about to explode both family wise and school wise. Some of it I don't want to expand on. However, if some things don't stop I am going to clang some heads together.
Ok, I have vented enough on here. I am going to fight the rain and get my backpack out of the back of my car and study for my test.