So the deal is.
She wanted a break.
Wanted me to give it time.
So I agreed.
Then she tells me she misses her ex boyfriend.
hmm what else.
When I move back to deltona we might date again.
Bottom line. She broke my heart AGAIN, for the 3rd time.
And now shes back to who she use to be.
I really dont know what I did so extreme for this, but then again I never really know why shes mad at me.
Im 18 now and I should be starting to shape my life up, and it was beginning to revolve around her.
Now Im at a loss.
My worlds a little bit upside down. Still not over the fact that yea shes NOT gonna take me back.
Its like she totally erased me from her life.
I dont see how. She supposedly was sooo happy. She said the nicest things.
Or is that what shes good at.
I dont know. She still wants to be friends but I dont know if I can handle that.
Kathleen if you ever read this. Im sorry you saw NOTHING in me.
I love you.
Wanted me to give it time.
So I agreed.
Then she tells me she misses her ex boyfriend.
hmm what else.
When I move back to deltona we might date again.
Bottom line. She broke my heart AGAIN, for the 3rd time.
And now shes back to who she use to be.
I really dont know what I did so extreme for this, but then again I never really know why shes mad at me.
Im 18 now and I should be starting to shape my life up, and it was beginning to revolve around her.
Now Im at a loss.
My worlds a little bit upside down. Still not over the fact that yea shes NOT gonna take me back.
Its like she totally erased me from her life.
I dont see how. She supposedly was sooo happy. She said the nicest things.
Or is that what shes good at.
I dont know. She still wants to be friends but I dont know if I can handle that.
Kathleen if you ever read this. Im sorry you saw NOTHING in me.
I love you.