"You're the answer to a question that I never posed."
I read stupid books.
I watch stupid movies.
If I were to judge me soully on my movies and books, I would think I was a loser.
I'm reaching some breaking point. Everything Tara says seems to be true. I hate when she's right-- I HATE IT. It's so disappointing. Because the truth is painfully depressing.
I'm grounded for a week. I've never truly been grounded so this is new. All because I insisted on driving. That's stupid. But what ifs and would haves don't exist so no use in being bitter now.
I don't want to go to D.C.
I did but now I don't. I don't want to leave for 10 days and have to be with all strangers. I know I'll make friends or whatever but honestly I'm no good at that stuff. I've settled in this world of people who don't remember what I looked like then and just accept me now but that's not how the world is. The world is harsh and mean. And that's sad but true. I just want to stay here and have friends.
My head is such a mess right now.
Couldn't choose.
"There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
and there's a fine, fine line between 'you're wonderful' and 'goodbye.'
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
but there's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of your time."
"I wanted him... 'cause he was wrong. I'm not certain how, but with him now is where I belong. He's an idiot, and a stuffed shirt, and republican, too. I don't know why I love him, but I do."
"Oh, instincts are misleading, you shouldn't think what you're feeling, they don't tell you what you know you should want."
I watch stupid movies.
If I were to judge me soully on my movies and books, I would think I was a loser.
I'm reaching some breaking point. Everything Tara says seems to be true. I hate when she's right-- I HATE IT. It's so disappointing. Because the truth is painfully depressing.
I'm grounded for a week. I've never truly been grounded so this is new. All because I insisted on driving. That's stupid. But what ifs and would haves don't exist so no use in being bitter now.
I don't want to go to D.C.
I did but now I don't. I don't want to leave for 10 days and have to be with all strangers. I know I'll make friends or whatever but honestly I'm no good at that stuff. I've settled in this world of people who don't remember what I looked like then and just accept me now but that's not how the world is. The world is harsh and mean. And that's sad but true. I just want to stay here and have friends.
My head is such a mess right now.
Couldn't choose.
"There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
and there's a fine, fine line between 'you're wonderful' and 'goodbye.'
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
but there's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of your time."
"I wanted him... 'cause he was wrong. I'm not certain how, but with him now is where I belong. He's an idiot, and a stuffed shirt, and republican, too. I don't know why I love him, but I do."
"Oh, instincts are misleading, you shouldn't think what you're feeling, they don't tell you what you know you should want."