Fat and Fooked!!
So the 6 day fast is over and I only managed 4 1/2 days! This is really gutting I well wanted to do it but I failed! My stomach was burning and I felt so sick, so I ate and I still feel sick and bloated now! Not impressed!
I'm not sure I'll try this again cos I think I will really damage my stomach and I want to avoid bringing any attention to me as much as possible! Does anybody else end up with a burning belly? It's not like hungry feelings more like you've swallowed acid! and I've been a bit burpy and I feel like puking everytime!
feeling so depressed now. Watching and comparing myself to the women in music videos.... why can't I look like that???????????
Doctors also told me there is nothing they can do about my sleeping and it's just something I'm going to have to cope with..... How about I just kill myself and then I'll get a good nights sleep then! I really thought that there would be something they could do! Everything seems so hopeless and pointless again! If I had any new razors I'd have a good ol' cut, I remember how good that feels!
*tears, tears and more tears!*
Kitty : - (