We all want a fairytale.
I love and hate watching happy movies. They make me daydream even MORE about...well...anything and everything. I don't think I have ever stopped daydreaming. What can I say? Sharada, Sharada.
Does that ever happen to you?
I'm not exactly a typical girl, so I'm just curious if I'm the only one who ever thinks of these strange things.
But really.
In typical movies, the good guy wins, but in real life, that hardly ever happens.
I would like for once in my life to see a movie I can relate to.
Let's take....I dunno, fame.
Storyline: A typical, average girl is dying to be noticed, but her parents don't support her and don't want to hire an agent, so she does it independently. She gets cast in a few random commercials, but is never cast for movies or shows. Her dreams are crushed and she goes back to being the normal person she was.
Now that is what happens to thousands of people. I would love to see a movie like that. Maybe not that theme, but you know, where the good guy you're rooting for, where the underdog stays the underdog. And they're fine with that. We're fine with that. Because we're so used to it, and the popular kids will die if they aren't noticed.
But I'm not talking about that. Not now anyway.
We all daydream, we all wish, but do we ever try to make them happen?
Probably not. And we watch those movies because we like the feeling it gives you; like you feel like you're meant to be somebody. Not just a name or face in the crowd. But you can't sit with that feeling and think it's gonna happen on it's own.
Wait, what am I even talking about? I don't even know where I'm going with this.
Ugh ok. I'll just start again from whatever my thoughts happen to be.
Okay, got it.
I'm going to take another typical theme. Yep, you all know it.
Love.
In the movies, when a guy likes a girl, he walks up and spontaneously kisses her.
Has that EVER happened in real life? Yeah right. Stuff like that give people false hope, like, if it happens in movies, that's gotta be how it is. Nope. Alot of guys are clueless that way. I think if I didn't have such an enormous imagination, I would be happier.
I always dream about...how life could be, in a perfect world.
I'm bold in my imagination. I go out with my friends alot. I meet people. Guys approach me alot and talk to me.
In real life?
I'm the shyest person ever. I hang out with my friends about every other month. I can't talk to strangers to save my life. Guys look at me, but they never talk to me.
I'm just so sick of the same life. I want something new, something different, something out of the ordinary, you know? Like maybe actually going to public school. Did I mention that? Yeah, I'm home-schooled. I hate it. I'm so dying to just breakout and get away for once in my life. Just once.
Alright, it's 4:03 am, and I gotta get some sleep.
Hope you had fun reading my emo-ness.
-1_anonymous
P.S.
I am in NO way emo.
They should die.
Does that ever happen to you?
I'm not exactly a typical girl, so I'm just curious if I'm the only one who ever thinks of these strange things.
But really.
In typical movies, the good guy wins, but in real life, that hardly ever happens.
I would like for once in my life to see a movie I can relate to.
Let's take....I dunno, fame.
Storyline: A typical, average girl is dying to be noticed, but her parents don't support her and don't want to hire an agent, so she does it independently. She gets cast in a few random commercials, but is never cast for movies or shows. Her dreams are crushed and she goes back to being the normal person she was.
Now that is what happens to thousands of people. I would love to see a movie like that. Maybe not that theme, but you know, where the good guy you're rooting for, where the underdog stays the underdog. And they're fine with that. We're fine with that. Because we're so used to it, and the popular kids will die if they aren't noticed.
But I'm not talking about that. Not now anyway.
We all daydream, we all wish, but do we ever try to make them happen?
Probably not. And we watch those movies because we like the feeling it gives you; like you feel like you're meant to be somebody. Not just a name or face in the crowd. But you can't sit with that feeling and think it's gonna happen on it's own.
Wait, what am I even talking about? I don't even know where I'm going with this.
Ugh ok. I'll just start again from whatever my thoughts happen to be.
Okay, got it.
I'm going to take another typical theme. Yep, you all know it.
Love.
In the movies, when a guy likes a girl, he walks up and spontaneously kisses her.
Has that EVER happened in real life? Yeah right. Stuff like that give people false hope, like, if it happens in movies, that's gotta be how it is. Nope. Alot of guys are clueless that way. I think if I didn't have such an enormous imagination, I would be happier.
I always dream about...how life could be, in a perfect world.
I'm bold in my imagination. I go out with my friends alot. I meet people. Guys approach me alot and talk to me.
In real life?
I'm the shyest person ever. I hang out with my friends about every other month. I can't talk to strangers to save my life. Guys look at me, but they never talk to me.
I'm just so sick of the same life. I want something new, something different, something out of the ordinary, you know? Like maybe actually going to public school. Did I mention that? Yeah, I'm home-schooled. I hate it. I'm so dying to just breakout and get away for once in my life. Just once.
Alright, it's 4:03 am, and I gotta get some sleep.
Hope you had fun reading my emo-ness.
-1_anonymous
P.S.
I am in NO way emo.
They should die.