Dec 31, 2011 17:03
So...New Year's. Normally I do well at collating and categorizing the previous 12 months, laying out the highs and lows very neatly, altogether. I don't know if this year will be quite as easy. It's been a blur from start to finish.
My best effort goes as follows:
-Got engaged. Simultaneously NBD and a BFD, depending on how you look at it. Revolutionary, by any standard.
-Started therapy again.
-Got a job that I thought would be Amazing with a capital A.
-Jon quit drinking!
-Went to black belt camp, which was awesome!
-Lost the awesomesauce job...utter disaster.
-Became an unemployed adult for the first time, started going a little crazy. Depression is wonderful.
-Learned about one of my own fairly unpleasant coping mechanisms, and caused a debacle of sorts. Ugh...messy. My brainmeats are scrambled.
In other news...things are well. I have been unofficially offered a job, but I must wait for the Official Offer after New Year's. I have no reason at all to doubt their sincerity, but I remain apprehensive until I have a date, time, and place to show up. So, you know.
Also, we bought a soap that smells like cedar and it is THE BEST. Our entire bathroom, both of us, and a large portion of the hallway smell like camping. Little things, you know.
Also also, the Duluth tournament is next weekend, and I turn 22 in 19 days.
Hopefully this time next year will see me: married, sane, gainfully employed, and a taekwondo second dan.
work,
life update blaaah,
in case of apocalypse break glass,
obsessive list maker strikes again,
wallowing in self-pity,
i do dumb stuff so you don't have to,
self-inspection and mental health,
angst,
drugs & alcohol,
martial arts,
thinking makes my brain hurt