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I'm annoyed.
I'm living in a shit town. I'm back at home. The latter isn't bad on the wallet, and I love my parent's dearly, but I have ZERO time to myself. On weekends I'm constantly surrounded by people. With the wedding, I'm constantly being asked to make decisions and choose colours, or desserts, or where each frelling flower should be set. At work we're being run off our feet because the higher-ups don't think the 9 out of 24 special needs kids means we should need a bit of extra help!! I'm just getting drained. And it's making me terribly irritable... which I have been able to keep in for a while. Not taking it out on anyone. But that's not working so well anymore. I get annoyed much easier than usual, I'm not sleeping well, and not hungry.... I think I put too much on my plate for this year and there's nothing I can do about it....
A bit of light in the dark tunnel though. Tomorrow I'm heading to the cottage. I'll still be surrounded by people whining and complaining, and telling me to do things, but somehow it's different up there. Sunday I'm going to go to The Valley and do some visiting there. It will be much needed, I can always relax while I'm there!
Ciao
I'm living in a shit town. I'm back at home. The latter isn't bad on the wallet, and I love my parent's dearly, but I have ZERO time to myself. On weekends I'm constantly surrounded by people. With the wedding, I'm constantly being asked to make decisions and choose colours, or desserts, or where each frelling flower should be set. At work we're being run off our feet because the higher-ups don't think the 9 out of 24 special needs kids means we should need a bit of extra help!! I'm just getting drained. And it's making me terribly irritable... which I have been able to keep in for a while. Not taking it out on anyone. But that's not working so well anymore. I get annoyed much easier than usual, I'm not sleeping well, and not hungry.... I think I put too much on my plate for this year and there's nothing I can do about it....
A bit of light in the dark tunnel though. Tomorrow I'm heading to the cottage. I'll still be surrounded by people whining and complaining, and telling me to do things, but somehow it's different up there. Sunday I'm going to go to The Valley and do some visiting there. It will be much needed, I can always relax while I'm there!
Ciao