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i still feel awful... although today has been relatively mild than most lately... as if nausea wasn't enough, now i can't poop on my own. i didn't have a BM for like 3 days (which is very unusual for me - usually it's 1 or 2 times a day!), and my intestines felt like they were ripping apart. i finally resorted to milk of magnesia and within a few hours, i had a healthy poop and felt SO much better. i'm beginning to feel that way again today unfortunately. but OMG! i've never taken that before, and i thought i was going to throw up from THAT. *shudders*
classes started on the 19th, and i haven't had luck with keeping up with them. i was supposed to have 6, but there wasn't a big enough turnout so they cancelled it. and then i went and dropped 3 of the remaining 5 because i didn't feel like i can keep up with the way that i'm feeling. i'm exhausted the way it is, and the classes that i had weren't going to be cake. i kept my two easy classes, composition II and interpersonal communications. we'll see how that goes. i'm sad, though, because i'll have to go (at least) one more semester now. i was hoping to be done in december. oh, well. i've got to do what i've got to do.
ben and apollo went with tina and jason to the snow tubing place today. i stayed home because i didn't figure i'd feel up to it, and raven's not old enough until next year. ben called a few times and told me that he had a blast. i wish i could have been there, but tina took a bunch of pictures, i guess.
ben will turn 26 in 3 days. man, the last few weeks i've been thinking about the last few years, and it's crazy that so much has happened, and i'm already 24.
i hope that ben gets home soon. he's supposed to be bringing me chocolate ice cream from dairy queen! MMM.