Grrrr....

Feb 26, 2005 00:18



Your Love Number is

2

Of all the numbers, you are the most caring and empathetic lover.
Unselfish and humble, you find it easy to forgive your sweetie's mistakes.
At times, your need to please can be come a bit too needy.
As long as you remain somewhat independent, your relationships are perfectly balanced.

What Is Your Love Number?

I stole that from my KATIE!!!!

ne ways i havent updated in forever!!! so my sister is leaving tomorrow for training for 6 weeks an d Shaina and i are painting her room(which is so kick ass it is the cutest, you will all have to come se eit when it is finished and i just invited people over and its not even my house o well ne ways) so she bitched me out over how i wasnt home to spend time w/her but i just spent al mfing week with her in the mountians hearing her bitch about everything and more, then she NEEDED the cd she GAVE me that she burnt to take w/her of coure it was at shaina. So its not like she can just burn another no i had to go get it. So bottom line my sister is VERY mad at me and is leaving for 6 weeks. i feel horrible even tho i didnt do n e thing!!! soooo

Then some old drama came up again, well kind-of i just started think of how srewed up it was...

and i am just sick of tring so hard to get things right and caring so fucking much just to have it all smack me in my face. Its just not worth tring to be nice n e more. I am just so torn up and crushed by some of the things that people do especially recently!!! I guess i just dont understand but i try so hard!!!

i think i need to be more independent. I think i need to make sure i would be ok if i lost every thing you know?? I wonder if i could make it on my own. Maybe thats why certin things have been happening to show me i need to rely on myself more rather than others b/c that sure as hell hasnt worked out lately!!!

I am sick of feeling used!!! I hate it!!!

I am sick of feeling like something is missing!!!

I am sick of complaining!!! lol

so to end w/ a funny story I was pissed off and i decided i needed to do something bad.. So I decided to change lanes w/out my blinker. So i did and just started laughing. I am such a wimp lol
N e ways all good night!!! ~KAthleen XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

P.S. I NEED hugs more often b/c i am a hug kind of girl and life sucks sometime so hug me radomly i will try to return the favor lol
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