ben.d.lancaster

[1986]

sundays. always mean ben.
ALWAYS. i can't stop
thinking about him.
i hope he's spying on me.
smiling. and giggling
on how silly this is.

i will believe in heaven
&god. &whatever the hell else
if it means i'd be able to
talk to him once again.

some people are so SO
rare and special.
nothing can change it.

ps. MY SHOULDER REALLY FUCKING HURTS.