Hot Pink Lipstick Killing you in the night..

Mar 01, 2004 18:56

I miss Josie alot today for some reason. Everything is back to normal pretty much and it feels so nice :) Were all affectionate and..i dunno, its like..Odd..and soo wonderful at the same time. For so long, we'd go out..and I'd have the craving to just jump on him..Kiss him..but i couldnt...we werent together. Its so un-real to me still, this whole deal. Lots of people come up to still at school and there like..''Im so happy for you guys..I knew you'd get back together..''and im like yea dude..for sure=) I mean i knew we would eventually..i thought it was gonna be lke 2 years from now though to be honest. that was a huge part of why i was so down all the time. Hope was evaporating. BUT NO MORE! MUAHAHAHA..My love and I are once again ...One.

Anyways...today it rained. Again. Its making me really mad. I hate this weather. I only like it when Im inside, in my house, on my couch, nice and warm. not when Im at school..getting wet..having to go through the day in some damn soggy clothes.

So im goin to the big bad PG high tomarrow to visit my homies..yup yup. That will be some fun stuff. This is whats gonna happen..im gonna see the girls..there gonna go ''AHHH MERRISSA'' Start screaming like little ..little whatevers. Then the guys are gonna say ''MURRDDDDAAAA'' Haha...just watch. By the way, Shawn, i love you.

Ash is ...well okay before i even start...which i just told myself not to..im just pissed at this situation. Its so retarted. Go ahead though, dig the same hole you did last time, and fall inside. And die. Go ahead. Just watch..it'll happen again. History ALWAYS repeats itself.

i have that fucking britney spears song stuck in my head. fuck.

I didnt hang out with Josie today, he went to Salas with kent. I need to go man, i gotta go shopping BAD. When i say bad i mean bad. YAY! my mom Just informed me she is going to buy me a round brush. So then i can make my hair all Charlies Angels..I think its a cool hairstyle! I dont care what you Say, bitch.

I cant wait til i go visit emilie..i just hope this train isnt expensive? Cuz then i wont be able to go. My mom is getting her surgery done next week, And she wont be working for like 2 weeks. Thats alot of Money lost. So if its alot of money, along with the spending money she would give me, thats alot...of..money..to give me. i'll go ask daddy-o for some dinero..Thats the one thing i hate about my parents not being together anymore..The whole money thing. Its sooo awkward...''GO ASK UR DAD FOR SOME MONEY!'' ''TELL UR MOM SHE CAN TAKE U SHOPPING THIS TIME!''...Its pretty lame.

WE LOVE THE SUBS...QUIZNOS SUBS..!! (in the voice..haha Jose..)

The darkness...Making the remix of the Quiznos song. That will be awesome. Just watch, it'll go to Number 1.

i was just watching the Funniest gameshow moments on Vh1...oh my god that shit was laughs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You all need to see it..

well All i have to say is..

1. i love jose
2. i need a new friend cuz shes ditching me for her boyfriend
3. show on saturday! hopefully josie will go, i wanna see him in a mosh!! hahaha Hot sexy mexicano..all sweaty..smelly...that makes him even Hotter!
4. I need to go shopping

i want these vans that are black/leopard print. there cool. ive only seen them Online though, i dunno how they look in person. My mom got me this piece of cloth, thats leopard print. She also got me a zebra one. im gonna use them as cute little belt thingys...u no..put them in my belt loops..tie it on the side. YAY!

I need to buy 3 jean jackets. I have these ideas for all 3...

One is going to be my band jacket
the Second is gonna be my Sexy Gurl jacket with sexy woman and jewls all over it..
Third is gonna be ..well havent figured that Out yet...haha

me and the Shocker are applying to the same colleges! We were talking about that today, and i was surprised, he applied to the same colleges i wanna apply to. I wanna major in Music and Fashion design..and interior design..what i mean by music by the way is Studio work..learning how to work a studio and all that...producing. Interior design..I wanna take that. Thats fun stuff. But fashion design Number 1. Thats some extremely fun stuff right there...and the stuff you learn..its cool. We've been in the computer lab lately looking up career majors and all this shit..I found out alot of stuff i didnt Know..It was cool.

My friend Ryan came back to school today..he had a bad incident with a very bad drug..I was glad to see that hes okay. I was telling his sister the whole time to tell him i said hey and i hope hes doin alright..i hope she was telling him..

SHOW ON SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its gonna be fun..Hope Em can come with me..Ash wont want to I kno that for sure..

To be a comedian, how fun would that be?? I wish i was funny enough for that..haha...They dont want weirdos..i have random humor. Thats all..Woopty doo...

IM EXCITED FOR NO REASON AT ALL! im just full of happiness right now..Im all over-whelmed..With a really good feeling.

i wish i was alive in 1977...

Til we meet again..

PEACE!

~mURmY
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