Jun 20, 2004 10:07
Ive been thinking so much about this fucking person i saw ar farmers man and ...grr. They randoml appear in my dreams, i think about them during the day, i hear there voice, the things they've said to me in the past, times we've laughed...Man. It would be good to talk to this person again. But that friendship is totally over, over something so lame, something so small but it was somehow made into a huge deal...Ehh im gonna cry. RED LIGHT...
This weekend was alright. I wouldnt say it was exciting..I'd just say alright. So thats what i said. But anyways. Friday...Emily A ditched me and Emily K and Jose for her boyfriend and her bed...We were bummed...So me, emily and Jose got quite wasted. I wasnt as drunk as them and I drank a 40. Em drank a 40 too...she drank nasty ass Steel reserve. i drank Old E...nigga...Jose drank Colt45 (FUCKYEAHBITCH) and some Old E i think...dude it was so funny the Colt45 tall can had fuckin black people on it, holding some beer, smiling. With some awesome fat ass weaves. it was the coolest thing ever! So would Coors have white people on it? hahaha Some like fuckin nasty ass white trash family. with mullets and jean vests cut at the sleeve. with a beard. missing teeth. and the ones that are there are yellow..hahaha that would be great. I think I'll write them and tell them to do that. Maybe I'd make some $$$$$!
Anyways, Em and jose were doing fine..until they both started throwing up..Jose started being a bitch, being really stubborn and like..bleh. Emily is always funny when shes throwing up...she likes it. But dont take it that way, shes not belimic or anything. you just have to be there. anyway...jose throws up all over my favorite fucking pillow...hes being a shithead and wont get up and go to the bathroom..i got them both paper towels...water...bowls in case they throw up...lol...and then i passed out finally after cleaning my hhouse a little...It was maybe around 230? And lucky me...had to wake up at 6...had to be at work at 8...my madre was out of town so i had to take the bus nigga...didnt get on the bus til like 815 so i didnt get there til 830...that sucked...got in trouble..I hate the assistant manager at jamba man, shes a fuckin bitch. A real bitch though. She just loves fucking people over. One of those sick people who enjoys hurting people. BLAHHHH...Its all good though cuz i ate her pussy til she came all over my face.
just PLAYIN!
Maybe if she was hot i would of done it...
PSYCHE! (is that how you spell it?)
So saturday was a fuckin riot...jose and dominic picked me up from em's house around 930, met up with everyone at safeway in Pg...waited a while to find out where this party was at...found out...went there...realized it was lame...went to Garrett's house...lauren and rachel were there, that made me happy. Lauren and i were playin fuckin Tennis on the Xbox and it was awesome...i was drunk as fuck and still kicking her ass...BALLER. Jose and Dan almost got in a fuckin fight and it was lame...i go in the middle of them...broke it off...then everyone calmed them both down...then fuckin...everyone started trippin out sayin the cps were hopping fences and shit surrounding the house..we turn off every single light...but some stupid assholes were still being soo loud, i was getting so mad..mne and jose are just chillin in a dark bathroom. waiting for shit to calm down. So it finally does, ;like 20 minutes later. Then we realize that was lame too...me and Jose went to 68, his mom picked us up..came to my house, passed out. Everyone went bak to rob's house...i dont know why, hes such a lurk.
yeha im talkin shit bitch whatchu doin do about it?
yeah come see me mother fucker.
dude im so down to fight someone one of these days. Ill just get really fuckin drunk and fuck some bitch up. Me and Alex wanted to beat up molly soooo bad at frank's party...BUT WE DIDNT CUZ THE FUCKIN COPS CAME AND...yeah alot of shit happened. Old news though.
Chelsi dyed her hair brown and she looks like a fucking super model. She has such a nice ass it makes me sick. Yeah, Chelsi Simmons. Is it Chelsi..or CHelsea?
Emily did my hair! it looks soo good. She bleached my bangs, but not to platinum blonde, its like a light copper, kinda redish...I have this poster of this hot chik with gnarly tattoos on my cieling in my room, with cool hair, and i wanted it just like hers, so she did it, and she did it good. Im psyched. Stoked. YEYYYAAA. hahahah did anyone see Lil Jon at the MTV Movie Awards? yeah well i did. and i was damn happy.
BUSH LIED. THOUSANDS DIED. I have a pin that says that. With his face on it. Its cool.
i wanna see Le Tigre in concert sooo bad...
I might go to San Diego at the end of summer when Emi goes home...i hope i can...I'd be soooo happy, SD is the shit. Carlsbad to be exact. Always hot, always beautiful...AWESOME SHOPPING. Oh my lord, the shopping down there. Fuck mnan my paycheck is gonna be so lame this week, i only worked 4 days each week. That fuckin SUCKS MOTHER FUCKIN BALLS.
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I need to cut my hair like...3 inches. I need to buy some new pants. I need to get an eyeshadow brush. I need to go steal This MAC eyeshadow called Electric EEl. its bright blue. soo pretty. me and em are Longs rats. We goto Longs every single day and steal the shit we want. i need to cut my bangs a little shorter, there in my face.
Fuckin Julia is in SAn Diego and she has my fuckin phone charger and my fuckin comforter. FUCK.
iite niggaz. time for bed. til next time..
-murdamurda