Blah..
Well hes not on and that really just killed my mood..
But anyways...I OFFICIALLY HAVE A JOB. IT IS OFFICIAL. My first day wasnt that bad AT ALL, Jamba Juice is really quite simple. I fucking hate this keyboard, it makes so much noise. But yeah, i work with a super cool chik named Melodee (isnt that an awesome name?)..and her best friend Emily works there, and the 3 of us work together, so its a kool deal. It turns out we know so many of the same people, i dont know how i never met her. I swear to god ive met her at a show before, but she didnt remember...
I have to let you all know my dad bbq'd chicken, and it was sooo fucking good.
So today at skool, i met up with my teacher, had to stay for a really long time cuz my dumb-ass doesnt understand math..Saw Tati..that made me happy, shes such a kool gurl. This kid who has a crush on me there..at Central Coast...well hes goin to jail in 5 days for stealing a car. LOL. This kid's 15. He looks like a baby. Its just laughs. I mean, what a fuckin idiot? Seriously, Central coast is the funniest, most interesting school I've ever been to. I dont go there, but for some reason i always have some reason to go..talk to my teacher, get some paper signed...blah blah blah. WOOOO ITS CHILLY IN HERE...
Well my lonliness level has gone down ALOT, im feeling alot better. Well kinda. Im realizing that I actually do have friends that care about me, and care if im feeling alright, if i need a hug, or some oral sex...u know, whatever. Just kidding...
=)
I really can;t figure myself out sometimes. Im really a very confusing person, when i think about it. I know im such a pain in the ass..Ive really come to believe that when something horrible happens in your life, Something beautiful will lead after. My life in the last 2 and a half years has been absolutely nuts! The worst, but the most wonderful. Totally the best. I am grateful for what i've gone through. Its only taught me lessons. and I have learned..about so many things! Life...myself..others...how I interact with people, why i do the things i do...why he does the things he does, says..means...whatever. I have alot of hope. I always have. I dont with many things, i give up pretty easily. If im not passionate about it, then Ill just say screw it. But this is the most important thing in my life. and I wont ever give up, and Ill always keep my head high, and always hope for the absolute best. Ive been there before, WE have. and I know we can again. And i know it'll only get better. Lauren white...if u read this i fucking love you man...She made me feel so great. Said just a few words...but they were exactly what i needed to hear, and just boosted my mood, and my whole view on the situation. Ayyyy i gotta pee..
Its damn cold in here man. and my dad is so fuckin anal about the heat. I know it cn get expensive but SHIT MAN, when its like 2 degrees in your houe and your wearing like, 3 layers....Yeah. you get what im sayin.
OH SHIT! I get my braces off soo soon! This tooth that were waiting to come in...Long story...well its almost here! Im so ready for these guys to come off. I'll definently be using Crest White Strips every single night. Thank you very much.
hahahahhaah Shawn...your laughs..
alright im gettin bummed out now, your still not on.
I came to my dads today just to use the computer, so im stayin on this sucker til i cant keep my eyes open. So i work Saturday, 1230-630. Sunday 12-6. The can is saturday...i might be goin with chels and julia and maybe audra? Josh and William also probably. The Can...BLLAAHHHH...i mean, yeah good way to meet new people. But its like, bleh. I dunno. Not my thing really. But better then stayin home right? and Right now i need all the action and excitement I can find.
So i drink some Jack Daniels, and my dad gives me a high five. His girlfriend says ''Go gurl!'' WHATS WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE?
Saw the bitch that i hate today. OOOOOOOOOOOOO im gonna kill her one day man....just thinking about it gets me all pumped..but Anywho=)
alright so Jamba hates piercings. Not allowed. I gotta take out my nose ring. Which is ok, it wont close. But...I am in the future going to get more. More on my face i Mean. Plenty of tattoos also. My first i've officially decided will be on the back of my neck. Im so excited. It'll hurt so fucking bad, but you know what BRING ON THE PAIN BABY! Thats what I have to say to THAT...
I told Shawn about my dream shop that i wanna open..
OKay picture this..
Tattooing.
Piercing.
You can get ur hair done. Cut, Dyed, whatever.
Get ur makeup done.
and Pick up that local band's new demo that you wanted.
I mean is that cool, or is it cool?!
This huge shop..hair..makeup...piercing...tattooing...WOOO im excited. I really wish i can do it. Thats alot of schooling to be done. Cosmetology license. Tattoo and piercing license. and local music...heh...any local group never hesitates to have there music be put in a local shop. So yeah! Im stoked man seriously! Ive got money for college. Plenty of it. Its just all on me...yeah im freaked out but the idea is so cool to me...I've never seen that before ever! and I'd definently bring some good friends along with me for the ride? Business partners and what-not...I know they'd be interested. For sure. I mean is it kool? Or am i totally like..out of the park here? I dunno... A Girl can dream.
So im thinkin..either Lauren or Shawn i will be hangin out with tomarrow. Or chels if i can get ahold of her? My boss never called me back i just remembered! Shitters...
Im so full...
I cant wait to get that pay check man..wooooo...
Alrighty i'd say im done...
BRANDEE I'VE UPDATED! YAY! =)
peace out Yah'll...
-The Murmy
imissyou.
But anyways...I OFFICIALLY HAVE A JOB. IT IS OFFICIAL. My first day wasnt that bad AT ALL, Jamba Juice is really quite simple. I fucking hate this keyboard, it makes so much noise. But yeah, i work with a super cool chik named Melodee (isnt that an awesome name?)..and her best friend Emily works there, and the 3 of us work together, so its a kool deal. It turns out we know so many of the same people, i dont know how i never met her. I swear to god ive met her at a show before, but she didnt remember...
I have to let you all know my dad bbq'd chicken, and it was sooo fucking good.
So today at skool, i met up with my teacher, had to stay for a really long time cuz my dumb-ass doesnt understand math..Saw Tati..that made me happy, shes such a kool gurl. This kid who has a crush on me there..at Central Coast...well hes goin to jail in 5 days for stealing a car. LOL. This kid's 15. He looks like a baby. Its just laughs. I mean, what a fuckin idiot? Seriously, Central coast is the funniest, most interesting school I've ever been to. I dont go there, but for some reason i always have some reason to go..talk to my teacher, get some paper signed...blah blah blah. WOOOO ITS CHILLY IN HERE...
Well my lonliness level has gone down ALOT, im feeling alot better. Well kinda. Im realizing that I actually do have friends that care about me, and care if im feeling alright, if i need a hug, or some oral sex...u know, whatever. Just kidding...
=)
I really can;t figure myself out sometimes. Im really a very confusing person, when i think about it. I know im such a pain in the ass..Ive really come to believe that when something horrible happens in your life, Something beautiful will lead after. My life in the last 2 and a half years has been absolutely nuts! The worst, but the most wonderful. Totally the best. I am grateful for what i've gone through. Its only taught me lessons. and I have learned..about so many things! Life...myself..others...how I interact with people, why i do the things i do...why he does the things he does, says..means...whatever. I have alot of hope. I always have. I dont with many things, i give up pretty easily. If im not passionate about it, then Ill just say screw it. But this is the most important thing in my life. and I wont ever give up, and Ill always keep my head high, and always hope for the absolute best. Ive been there before, WE have. and I know we can again. And i know it'll only get better. Lauren white...if u read this i fucking love you man...She made me feel so great. Said just a few words...but they were exactly what i needed to hear, and just boosted my mood, and my whole view on the situation. Ayyyy i gotta pee..
Its damn cold in here man. and my dad is so fuckin anal about the heat. I know it cn get expensive but SHIT MAN, when its like 2 degrees in your houe and your wearing like, 3 layers....Yeah. you get what im sayin.
OH SHIT! I get my braces off soo soon! This tooth that were waiting to come in...Long story...well its almost here! Im so ready for these guys to come off. I'll definently be using Crest White Strips every single night. Thank you very much.
hahahahhaah Shawn...your laughs..
alright im gettin bummed out now, your still not on.
I came to my dads today just to use the computer, so im stayin on this sucker til i cant keep my eyes open. So i work Saturday, 1230-630. Sunday 12-6. The can is saturday...i might be goin with chels and julia and maybe audra? Josh and William also probably. The Can...BLLAAHHHH...i mean, yeah good way to meet new people. But its like, bleh. I dunno. Not my thing really. But better then stayin home right? and Right now i need all the action and excitement I can find.
So i drink some Jack Daniels, and my dad gives me a high five. His girlfriend says ''Go gurl!'' WHATS WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE?
Saw the bitch that i hate today. OOOOOOOOOOOOO im gonna kill her one day man....just thinking about it gets me all pumped..but Anywho=)
alright so Jamba hates piercings. Not allowed. I gotta take out my nose ring. Which is ok, it wont close. But...I am in the future going to get more. More on my face i Mean. Plenty of tattoos also. My first i've officially decided will be on the back of my neck. Im so excited. It'll hurt so fucking bad, but you know what BRING ON THE PAIN BABY! Thats what I have to say to THAT...
I told Shawn about my dream shop that i wanna open..
OKay picture this..
Tattooing.
Piercing.
You can get ur hair done. Cut, Dyed, whatever.
Get ur makeup done.
and Pick up that local band's new demo that you wanted.
I mean is that cool, or is it cool?!
This huge shop..hair..makeup...piercing...tattooing...WOOO im excited. I really wish i can do it. Thats alot of schooling to be done. Cosmetology license. Tattoo and piercing license. and local music...heh...any local group never hesitates to have there music be put in a local shop. So yeah! Im stoked man seriously! Ive got money for college. Plenty of it. Its just all on me...yeah im freaked out but the idea is so cool to me...I've never seen that before ever! and I'd definently bring some good friends along with me for the ride? Business partners and what-not...I know they'd be interested. For sure. I mean is it kool? Or am i totally like..out of the park here? I dunno... A Girl can dream.
So im thinkin..either Lauren or Shawn i will be hangin out with tomarrow. Or chels if i can get ahold of her? My boss never called me back i just remembered! Shitters...
Im so full...
I cant wait to get that pay check man..wooooo...
Alrighty i'd say im done...
BRANDEE I'VE UPDATED! YAY! =)
peace out Yah'll...
-The Murmy
imissyou.